OK nisaba - buy all the decks on your list. See if I care. (well,OK, I care, but that's another story....)
Then watch the news. Or walk through some (well, I dunno what you have in your area but try googling downtown East Vancouver and pick the Ozzie equivalent) and think how much you could have done to help these people. You could have sponsored a kid or 27 in Africa - the little letters you get are so SWEET....
Start to think - if I hadn't done that..... you MIGHT just find yourself putting them up on ebay with the charity option ticked at 100% or passing the proceeds on to somewhere you could feel you had bought a water pump for - or a hygienic dunny.
Now - sit there with the money and look at that fab site of gifts for the developing world.
Look
here or
here or
here or
here. The idea of buying these things is dead seductive
, just like tarot. I know - I am now about to buy one myself; I was also given a goat and some cows and chickens as Christmas gifts not long ago.....
Watered silks - well, that's easy - poor little silk worms got MURDERED for your gratification (you note I only want SATIN sheets........)
I have never found being broke was enough of a de-enabler myself.... I have more than once had to repair serious overdrafts..... On the other hand, I have been known to buy a deck for someone who would REALLY love it and was broker than I was and then not had the cash to buy one for myself... . It makes you feel all warm and fuzzy (very useful in UK weather...)
Please excuse me; this post may be enabling to some people, but it certainly isn't in terms of tarot
Does that make it OK and not OT ?