YDM42
Yes I do have issues of going along with stuff because I want to express gratitude to to the person who offered. I also have a tendency not to say what I feel and hold that stuff inside. Thanks for the advice.
I dreamt an old friend I havent seen in ages due to her moving etc invited me to her beach house out of the blue which was a really nice gesture. And I actually thought with a smile: How nice!
However, I didnt want to go, and I said so as well. (Nothing bad just I didnt want to do it).
MESSAGE I THINK HERE IS: No matter how inviting something may be, go with your gut instinct regardless and dont hold back from saying what you think or feel.