Amanda
Amanda I have had two dreams for you.
The first dream, I walked out my front door and there were two feathers on the ground in front of the door, white feathers and I picked them up, feeling quiet blessed.
The site I go to says, "To dream of a feather floating in the air signifies a life of ease, comfort, warmth and of financial gains."
Maybe because they were on the ground it means something different... perhaps working for my blessings... not sure what to make of going outside to get them... but I did "pick up" two things fairly recently in terms of making money -- what I reference in my last post to Daniel, and the very early starts of a clothing business.
Second dream, is more complicated. I kept going to the store and each time thinking I didn't have enough money to get what I needed and each and every time I would find the money on the ground. So I would quickly put it in my pocket and then a friend or someone would come along and I would still explain to them that I didn't have enough money even though by this time my pockets were getting to be very stuffed with money. At this point I not even counting it, or looking at it, I would see it and pick it up, each time feeling very blessed. The last time right before I woke up, I again went to the store with the intention of purchasing items i needed and lo and behold right outside the door was what looked like a one hundred dollar bill. I picked it up and this time for some reason I while hiding it from my friend I carefully unfolded it, and it wasn't a complete bill , only the diagonally cut of the bill, two complete corners but folded in a why that it looked complete. I experienced a feeling of disappointment. Then I woke up.
It's interesting that the money you were finding was also on the ground. It makes it seem like the feathers and the money are referencing something right in front of me that should be easy to find... and maybe by going outside, it means I need to open up more to something.
I used to have really bad anxiety in the stores, by the way. I would get buyer's remorse before I would even buy something. I would pick it up and vacillate over whether I could really buy it or not... oftentimes I'd pick something up, walk around a little while with it in my cart or something while stressing over it, and usually I'd find my way back to where it was and put it back because I just couldn't figure out if I could really buy it or not and the stress would just be too much. So to be safe and stop the anxiety, I'd put it back. It was less stressful for me to feel like I still needed something, than it was to try to decide if I should actually buy it. And I'm not talking about buying myself a new camera or something -- I would do this over necessities... like toilet paper, laundry soap, etc. It wasn't really a matter of, "Do we need this?" it was more like, "How badly do we need this right now in comparison to this other thing we need?" I don't do this anymore, because it was all just too much and I didn't want to keep feeling that way, so I let hubby take the lead in the stores. I avoid going as much as possible. I must have calmed down a little more in regards to money, and/or I cope by going in a daze when I'm in a store. I've had my husband stand right next to me and ask me something directly to my face about something in the store and I didn't hear a word he said because I was so not there mentally; I was just totally zoned out and somewhere else.
The incomplete bill you found isn't too surprising, I never feel like there is enough money to go around where it needs to go and that's always disappointing. I also had the thought that perhaps it was saying I wasn't 100 percent myself or something.