allaboutsoul
"Remedy's are good but not the black ones, this will harm.
Forgive intended to dry.
Cry, sooth, harmful.
best not now take it will harm, give it back.
Dont....
Sorry sorry sorry SORRY
Im here .....family Justin.
Dreams are real, dont be fake
Sort it out properly now, they wont pretend even though you do try to, give them some time.
Malcolm will.....Shaun knows......Charlotte doesnt know yet....can't forgive or forget.
Char.....char....char.......(was having trouble saying the word or getting the word out properly, like a tightness in the throat area)"
Added note: i've just tried to connect back and see if they can say this "char" better, but they said to carry on without them, so i just left. But they did say the word "Died" so i'm taking it as someone who when passed away was struggling for breath but at the same time trying to call for someone "char" char" seems like this Charlotte maybe ?
Thank you very much. Sorry if I took a little while to get back to you. I somehow didn't click the option to be notified of a reply by email when I made my request.
This is really fascinating! Why is "Justin" in bold? I was really struck by that. Justin is my ex boyfriend, and I was friends with him much longer than we dated, but he became very toxic over the years and I recently cut him out of my life. With the word "Forgive" and the line "Sort it out properly now, they wont pretend even though you do try to, give them some time." I feel like this is getting at how I've cut off several toxic people lately and I'm working on forgiving them for their poor treatment of me, but it hurt me too much to keep them around. I didn't intend to cut them out forever but have thought that maybe over time some may come back with more understanding. "Give them some time" could be about that. The repetition of "sorry" could also be related. I hope for eventual understanding between me and these people, but I know I can't force it.
I'm not sure about "Remedy's are good but not the black ones, this will harm." and "best not now take it will harm, give it back." though it could be related to how I've thought a lot recently that the people I can't deal with anymore choose unhappiness in a way, and I've decided to not give in to bitterness, to choose to be happy, even though that's difficult because sometimes I get really angry about poor treatment I've received.
I really like the line "Dreams are real, dont be fake". That very much fits how I've felt a lot lately. I'm working towards my dreams, and I care very little for keeping up appearances and acting fake in any way. I can't think of a Shaun or Charlotte I know, though I do know of a Malcolm and was very struck by "Malcolm will" and wonder if this Shaun and Charlotte are related to what I'm getting from that. I know someone who dated someone named Malcolm and they broke up after he cheated on her. I and others think they could likely end up back together though it would take a lot of work for them to trust each other again. Someone I talked to about the situation thinks maybe they are meant for each other but pride and the hurt from the cheating is getting in the way. What kind of feelings do you have if any about the "Malcolm" "Shaun" and "Charlotte" part? The note you added at the bottom is interesting but confusing to me since I can't think of anyone I know named Charlotte.