Here is a dream for you, YDM42. Not sure of how it connects, however, I gave you some of my thoughts and there may be some symbology here that you or someone in the group can work with.
I was with a group of people watching a troupe of entertainers who performed in a classic, synchronized way, like you might see on the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade.

One girl, however, was different. She was not like the rest; mysterious and even sensuous. You could tell this was her true nature and though she might want to perform with the rest of the troupe, it just wasn't in her. She went off to a separate area, got into a low-slung sports car of some sort and began to do a strip-tease
My real-life spiritual mentor and I were evaluating her and we gave her a thumbs-up for being in touch with the power of her second chakra but urged her to work on self-discipline (looking at her appointment book, she had no boundaries and said yes to every event that people wanted her to do and not reserving any strength and energy for her own requirements.)
Now the dream changes. I'm in an office environment looking for a pen to borrow. I end up interrupting an important meeting of 'higher-ups' to find a pen and they can't believe our system has broken down so much that I can't meet that basic requirement with the help of someone else in the company (lower on the food chain, I assume.)
So, as for interpreting the symbology. In the first part of the dream, I almost get the impression that there is something about you that is too 'exotic' for the average workplace; maybe even intimidating. My favorite dream-interpretation hero, Wilda Tanner, says clothing represents your idea of how you look to others - the outer appearance, attitudes and demeanor that you feel you 'put on', or in this case, 'take off'. So you may endeavor to stay in sync with the crowd, but part of you would rather be dancing to the beat of your own drum. A car is the vehicle you choose in life to move forward; like the Chariot in tarot. Given a choice, maybe you'd rather strip the plastic qualities off that are not you and drive yourself.
In the second part of the dream I wonder if your subconscious might be attempting to say something to the people who are running corporate America "Come on, people, I'm not asking for much here! Just a job!" That's an idea, anyway; it might mean more to you? also - a pen! Are you a writer or involved in communication in any way? Or would you like to be? Just some thoughts!
So that's my go-round so far. Hope there is something that you can use!