headincloud
This gave me goose bumps! I have never met my great grand mother, but I do assume she has curly dark hair as everyone in my family has curly hair, and my father and his siblings all have dark brown hair as well. You mentioned she draws a comparison with me, i too used to smoke i quit due to it causing me breathing problems coughing and severe sinus problems and I too have digestive problems. Interesting you mention butterflies, I have ALWAYS been drawn to butterflies, I have two butterfly tattoos, not because I think they are pretty but because after suffering a very horrible car accident (I should not have survived this car accident, but I literally walked away without a scratch), the first thing I saw after the crash was a monarch butterfly on my windshield. I was 19 and believed this to be a sign from my gardian angel. I'm sorry but I have no idea what scrum means, but yes I am struggling to push myself forward into a new phase in my life. I am changing jobs, due to a general dissatisfaction with my current job, I am returning to college, and I am trying to develop a stronger spiritual well being. Despite trying to enact these changes as of this moment it feels I am just at a standstill, changes simply aren't occurring fast enough. Now your last part OMG!!!! It isn't my thigh but my RIGHT HIP and KNEE that have been bothering me for months, I have had terrible pain in the joints, sometimes it hurts to walk and now I have a minor limp. I have been to the doctor but she brushed me off, she refused to X-ray them and told me its probably just arthritis (I'm only 36, and it concerns me that I have a joint that causes me this much pain on a daily basis, and was disappointed that the doctor wouldn't just look into it further) I have been trying homeopathic remadies to help, such as fish oil, and I keep exercise a part of my daily routine as my hip stiffens and "locks" if I don't keep it loose by movement.
My strongest guide I believe to be a female, as I have heard her soothing voice as I sleep, I have another story where she intervened and saved me from harm if you wish to hear it. I am not surprised she was the one to communicate with you. I do feel she is trying to reach me on waking hours (I see small twinkles of colored lights, like a Christmas light softly slowly twinkling, sometimes the light is red, sometimes baby blue, sometimes pink or white) but I am not strong enough yet to hear her message when I am awake.
Thank you so much!!! You were right on!
Jess
Hi jess suffice to say there's a team of people there for you not just one thanks for the fb, julia x