If you need another, I'd love for you to do it for me.
Pm or on here, whichever is easier.
thanks.
Spiritfly
Hi Spiritfly,
There may be 2 men around you which is forcing a split in the near future in 5s, the situation has yet to come to a head in 7w and you seem to be having a complete nightmare over this in 9s. Anxiety is high and you may be loosing sleep, there's much thought and deliberation over what you want in 7c.
Once the decision is made pressures lift in 4s and you are getting your wish of a new start in the fool with your new man. Indicated by king cups and the emperor as being an important man in your life you may have known him in the past or you're possibly living in the past romanticising. He couldn't be more opposite to your current partner.
This is a quiet romantic who delights in intimate dinners, pretty places and peaceful holidays together. An intellectual career orientated person he's a planner and an effective organizer of time, a very thoughtful person who may buy you little gifts and leave amusing messages to let you know you're cared for. This is a very powerful relationship which you likely resisted at first but this pairing signals the end of your naivety and will irrevocably change your attitudes towards love. It may be all consuming threatening everything else in your life.
You may be struggling to balance multiple obligations currently and the fast changes in your emotional life are spinning you out to the point you may feel emotionally unstable in 8w rx.
Coupled with the empress in your hopes and fears the interpretation of emotional stability is at the forefront, you may be feeling volatile. Children and mum may be on your mind as is a house move and a wedding. There's a sense of rising chaos around you with wheel rx and 8w rx however there's great clarity of thought and decisiveness around this decision up ahead and things are from there moving very swiftly with knight w. You may have been manipulated into carrying an unfair share of a burden within your marriage (or work place or both) and are giving up out of a sense of despair and hopelessness. Justice indicates legal proceedings which you seem worried about that but issues of fairness are prominent.
There may be interfering third party causing mayhem, female with hair towards the darker end of the spectrum verbally skilled and good at twisting facts, rumours and malice figure but unsure if this is a social group or work.
On that score there's an opportunity around you a proposal for a new job hence a choice is presenting itself, there seems to be discontent with your current work situation and death as you get your wish.
Guiding you in spirit is an elderly lady, she comes through wearing a veil holding a single red rose predicting marriage. Short and dumpy her name may be Ann but don't let that throw you I'm often wrong on names which is why I avoid them. Giving your new man her blessing she's holding a basket of confetti, she loves weddings and seems so excited.
She's taking me to the first floor nursery of a large house at the end of a long landing with very dark floorboards and a red carpet with ornate brass stoppers. A grand wooden grey rocking horse takes pride of place, the sash window is open and a front opening writing desk stands against the wall. There's a sense of this being a family home passed down through generations since at least the 1880's because there's an ancestor of the lady I'm with gracefully walking around in a late Victorian bustle. This is where they love to be apparently.
This lady with the rose suffered kidney and stomach problems, she's maternal side direct ascendant and was a widow. Pretty quiet she's a watcher, that's exactly what she's doing and she loves you very much.
