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This will be VERY long - sorry.
Ooooh kay.
I wouldnt post this if it wasn't for what happened yesterday night... which, I should say, doesn't trouble me as much as it may sound... still, it's something to cope with.
I had three dreams recently, that seemed important, and this experience yesterday.
1. Dream Fri-Sat
In my father's office (he used to be
a businessman, and a pretty good one,
and we were having the usual troubles because I'm more the spiritual/student/artistic
type). Two potential business partners arrive. They're two university students. In
trying to serve one of them coffee, I almost burn my fingers, so I tell him to be
cautious. As he pours, it's only pure water, so I go to the kitchen to make some fresh
coffee.
On a video screen, the "boss" (female, far away, big business) says: "If you get an
offer that's so seductive as this, what do you do? You reject it. Otherwise, the
result would be catastrophic."
In the kitchen, I mess with a little coffee can. My father comes in. Obviously I left
my trouser back in the office which seems to have mutated to a bedroom of sorts. He
says "Are you crazy? You have your money in your trouser and leave it with those
students?" I am very angry at him because of those prejudices against students.
Then, suddenly, "I" am female, and it's like in a movie.. As we watch
the girl mess with the coffee machine, a voice over says: "And then she started
sleeping around for some time, and on her wedding day she took out the coffee can
again, and all those memories came back."
2. Dream Mon-Tue
In a supermarket, I want to buy a box and/or(?) some drink. The salesperson says it's
closing time and there are only things left that start with an "M". I'm so angry I start kicking down shelves. Then I find a black box and a can of coke in it, but I don't want it it doesn't start with an "N" (not M here!).
Then I look into a neighbor's apartment, and there are some women there with real ugly
perms, and they're staring into the t.v. screen. I start laughing, but my father
reprehends me saying it's their form of a mourning ritual, and I have no right to laugh
at them
3. What happened yesterday night
After work I went to a coffeeshop to write a bit. To my left there was a couple
fighting so hard it seemed they were falling apart, and on the table in front of
me were two young people obviously in heavy flirting - seemed to me they would end
up together this night... and in all this, I was there writing a scene for a
little horror movie... in the end, I was pretty upset. Got into a pub to get down
to planet earth again, which worked out fine, then I went home, had a little TV and
off to bed, pretty calm by this time. So, I decided I'd write the final for that
horror scene.
AND as I did so, suddenly I heard a noise in the wall behind me - I mean, no I'm sure
it wasn't a hallucination, it sounded like a strong electrical current, or as if
some anchor was slowly breaking out of the wall because the weight is to heavy... I
really thought the wall was falling apart... So, after I recovered, I closed my book,
called a friend and with her online, I went around to the bathroom just on the other
side of this wall. Of course, there was nothing. And then my friend said (calmly, she's
not easily terrified, but non-jokingly nonetheless) - "Hey, now my floor is creaking -
you pushed your poltergeist through the phone line."
Well, that's it. I wasn't as afraid as I always fancied I'd be in such a situation.
4. Dream Tonight
I dreamed of a cat and a frog. I tried to stroke the cat but it turned into a frog,
looked very sad and said "you can't stroke my tummy, you know I don't like this." I was very sad because of this.
Puuuh... comments?
vijeno
Ooooh kay.
I wouldnt post this if it wasn't for what happened yesterday night... which, I should say, doesn't trouble me as much as it may sound... still, it's something to cope with.
I had three dreams recently, that seemed important, and this experience yesterday.
1. Dream Fri-Sat
In my father's office (he used to be
a businessman, and a pretty good one,
and we were having the usual troubles because I'm more the spiritual/student/artistic
type). Two potential business partners arrive. They're two university students. In
trying to serve one of them coffee, I almost burn my fingers, so I tell him to be
cautious. As he pours, it's only pure water, so I go to the kitchen to make some fresh
coffee.
On a video screen, the "boss" (female, far away, big business) says: "If you get an
offer that's so seductive as this, what do you do? You reject it. Otherwise, the
result would be catastrophic."
In the kitchen, I mess with a little coffee can. My father comes in. Obviously I left
my trouser back in the office which seems to have mutated to a bedroom of sorts. He
says "Are you crazy? You have your money in your trouser and leave it with those
students?" I am very angry at him because of those prejudices against students.
Then, suddenly, "I" am female, and it's like in a movie.. As we watch
the girl mess with the coffee machine, a voice over says: "And then she started
sleeping around for some time, and on her wedding day she took out the coffee can
again, and all those memories came back."
2. Dream Mon-Tue
In a supermarket, I want to buy a box and/or(?) some drink. The salesperson says it's
closing time and there are only things left that start with an "M". I'm so angry I start kicking down shelves. Then I find a black box and a can of coke in it, but I don't want it it doesn't start with an "N" (not M here!).
Then I look into a neighbor's apartment, and there are some women there with real ugly
perms, and they're staring into the t.v. screen. I start laughing, but my father
reprehends me saying it's their form of a mourning ritual, and I have no right to laugh
at them
3. What happened yesterday night
After work I went to a coffeeshop to write a bit. To my left there was a couple
fighting so hard it seemed they were falling apart, and on the table in front of
me were two young people obviously in heavy flirting - seemed to me they would end
up together this night... and in all this, I was there writing a scene for a
little horror movie... in the end, I was pretty upset. Got into a pub to get down
to planet earth again, which worked out fine, then I went home, had a little TV and
off to bed, pretty calm by this time. So, I decided I'd write the final for that
horror scene.
AND as I did so, suddenly I heard a noise in the wall behind me - I mean, no I'm sure
it wasn't a hallucination, it sounded like a strong electrical current, or as if
some anchor was slowly breaking out of the wall because the weight is to heavy... I
really thought the wall was falling apart... So, after I recovered, I closed my book,
called a friend and with her online, I went around to the bathroom just on the other
side of this wall. Of course, there was nothing. And then my friend said (calmly, she's
not easily terrified, but non-jokingly nonetheless) - "Hey, now my floor is creaking -
you pushed your poltergeist through the phone line."
Well, that's it. I wasn't as afraid as I always fancied I'd be in such a situation.
4. Dream Tonight
I dreamed of a cat and a frog. I tried to stroke the cat but it turned into a frog,
looked very sad and said "you can't stroke my tummy, you know I don't like this." I was very sad because of this.
Puuuh... comments?
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