I am more than certain that what I saw has nothing to do with your career choice. The nature of the symbols I saw are even harder for me to interpret though, because of their popularity.
Haha funny how sometimes things turn out. I changed my original question so it will be easier to give feedback on career choice. Thanks for reading for me
I am not extremely familiar with the Twilight series, but I have seen parts of the first movie when a friend had it on at their house, and I know that it is a vampire love story that gets made fun of a lot (I was just watching a Family Guy episode the other day where they had a character jumping off a cliff, making fun of Bella I assumed, as this character happily exclaimed on her way down that this was how she was going to get a boyfriend..lol).
Haha so funny. I have not read the books, or seen the movies either. All I know is that Kristin Stewart who played the main girl was dating the guy Edward in real life and they broke up. I keep up with celebrity gossip but otherwise do not know anything else about this series haha.
So anyway, I had to look it up online to get the full synopsis... the thing that stuck out the most to me was the concept that, essentially the same energy that so strongly attracts us to someone is the same energy that can make us want to kill them too. LOL I think it's important to note that Edward cannot read Bella's thoughts because of her strong mind, even though he normally has that gift with everyone else. It could be some indication for you that you are difficult to understand in relationships and hard to "read". I also thought it was a bit odd when in this story it was described that these two characters were negotiating on exactly how to live their lives together... but then ultimately gave in to what each other wanted... it seems more or less an indication that each person just wants their side to be heard.
I thought about whether I am hard to read in relationships. I think I have realized over time I need to be more explicit with what I want, and how I feel. I do not think I have articulated that successfully in the past. I think it is important for me to hold on to what I truly want, and be heard for it. I will keep this in mind and try my best to practice this next time around
Anyway, that's what stuck out to me about the storyline, but perhaps there is something about this story that stands out to you and is more personally meaningful; I'm finding it difficult to interpret simply because of it's popularity among people and how it could mean so many different things.
No I completely get it. I really know very little about the series itself. It seemed too dark for my tastes. Also I stay away from things which so many people are really into, makes no sense to me. No personal meanings for me, the only thing I really know is about the real life characters who played Edward and Bella in the movie.
In general, vampires symbolize "...seduction and sensuality, as well as fear and death." It represents, "...contrasting images of civilized nobility and aggression/ferocity. "Charm may prove to be harmful" though that doesn't seem to be the ultimate case for Edward and Bella... but then again, she chooses an eternal life on the "dark" side for love. Could be indicating a co-dependent or obsessive, "Devil" kind of relationship. The vampire meaning says clearly, "Deep down inside, you know this person is bad for you, yet you are still drawn to her or him" and that seemed to be the case for Edward and Bella...
Haha I used to really be like that. I feel perhaps deep down, I am still attracted to people like that. But they do not make good long term companions, so I really do not wish to be with someone like that. Perhaps I am still unconsciously attracted to people who are bad for me.
I thought the angel was an actual one, and the fact that he was playing a flute or fife now reminds me even more of Pan, or the Devil... music and revelry, good times. However, it had a good feeling when I first noticed it, and it was above Bella's head. Edward was off to the side, looking down on her.
The flute always reminds me of the Pied Piper. That's usually my first connection.
Angels symbolize, "...goodness, purity, protection, comfort and consolation" and they serve "...as a guide toward greater fulfillment and happiness..." and I assume the fife/flute is the intended message for you since that is what I was shown with the angel. Flutes indicate "harmony" in your life and things going "smoothly" for you. Hearing the sound of a flute may suggest "sorrow and longing" but I did not hear it, I only saw it. A flute could indicate experiencing a "...spectrum of emotions" and it has "masculine" connections to the phallus.
Perhaps this is saying that I need to stop being with people who are inherently bad for me, and this will allow me to find a long term relationship. I need to stop being attracted to them and focused on them.
Overall and taking it all in, I would say that you are being advised to watch out for these kinds of passionate emotions, as they can surely lead you to trouble and sorrow... the angel is guiding you towards more harmony and peace... perhaps in your next relationship you can work on developing things at other levels while keeping these more passionate/sexual energies on the sidelines.
Haha yes this is totally on point. I think the passionate side of me definitely is in full swing in relationships. And other things develop, but I think I get really obsessed with making things work, and perhaps that is not okay. I think focusing on other levels is good advice. I was thinking about this, and I think I will focus on these other levels way before things get passionate. Usually it has been the other way around.
