bluelagune
that could be that. As I mentioned previously, I had three bfds that went one after another and their need to control me and effect the next guy ability to keep me kinda interliNked and interwined. It was an issue before. One would not let me be with him but would not let me date anyone else either. Three of them.Maybe the sorting of the decks is a subconscious sorting out of your thoughts and feelings about the issue.
But if everything is now been sorted out... is uphival is yet to come from one of them or I need to realised that one was the cause of it?