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Originally Posted by Falcor
Would you mind to explain more of the subject please?
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What is it you would like to know? I'm always willing to discuss this in detail!

Before I start I also consider myself a polymorph, as I can mentally and phantom shift into whatever creature I desire. I'm including some backstory.
When I was younger I never quite felt like I was supposed to be a human, and I didn't quite fit in. I had "friends" in school but I preferred to be alone. I was always having mental and phantom shifts in which I had fur, ears, a tail, claws, and various other parts such as wings beak and feathers. Needless to say I was confused. I discovered the community online around middle school I believe and I finally had words to describe my experiences.
I've gone through many different "forms" or identities throughout the years and I had so much difficulty in pinpointing what animal I was because the shifts were all so different. Shifting is a strange experience! Sometimes in the right circumstances I'd take on the mental state of a feline (or other creature if I want) and suddenly I notice things a bit more acutely. I'll have the phantom shifts and feel ears swivel to hone in on a sound. I won't process all words said to me so easily. I'll stalk through the yard, seeing if I can get close to a bird. These shifts were confusing for the younger me going through puberty and trying to fit in.
It was just a couple of years ago that I pinpointed myself to a Pallas cat and polymorph. The animal shifting is wonderful for animal spirit work and Astral adventures!
Excuse my rambling, I'm on a plane.