I want to be with her- the heavy accelerator / then breaks is allllll her. We were good for a little bit, then she ran away. She won't communicate , and wasn't making a comittment. Using her not so ex as a shields then her son. Still I try. She texts then runs away , then texts again. I'm so confused . So I feel like the inner conflict is hers? I wind up absorbing it because I feel her. I can tell when she's going to text, ill out of the blue feel so anxious! It's nuts. She tells me all the time she's crazy. But the energy between us when we are together is rediculous- off the charts magnetic. We laugh, we have fun , lust yes- but only if she's not throwing up her ex as a shield. So can we be happy, yes , but I need her to meet me half way. Just tell me the commitment is there. We had talked about a business together and for a moment a home, then suddenly she was gone.