More Sex Please, We're British!
Zorya, I will do my best not to cause you any trouble...
Well, that was indeed a night to remember! I cannot say I have ever had a night so full of erotic dreams, including intercourse. Clearly if there had been a bodily climax this could not have been the case, but in all other respects this night of dreams was highly charged with both sublimely tender romance and energetic sexual physicality.
Certainly Sophie and I have engaged in dream intercourse on several occasions, starting with the Sacred Union itself - although this first instance was from the dream observer's point of view, and was quite neutral erotically - to a few other more erotic dream encounters over the course of the intervening year and a half. But in my experience a man's erotic dreaming will usually either lead to physical orgasm or to waking up. In the case of encounters with Sophie they have never led to physical climax since it has been a highly sublimated and imagic relationship. In any event, I would suggest that
a sequence of deeply erotic dreams is unlikely for a man, and in my case I would say unprecedented.
My instinct is to attribute this experience to the effects of the Centering Meditation - not that I have more than the most vague sense of what the outcome of this daily practice will be - but it has crossed my mind that the unitive work has ascended from the Root Chakra and is now healing the Sacral Chakra. Referring back to an earlier theory, I would suggest that the meditation is opening me to an inrush of grounded feminine energy, through the feet and up through the Chakras in succession.
In all of these dreams the counterpart was Sophie, and all of them took place at sea, in a large cruise ship. It would appear that my ship has at last come in, referring to Post #225 in
Spirit Guide Group Dreams (Volume One), "Finding My Naked Feet". In the first dream of the sequence I will avoid the intimate details but simply observe that Sophie's previous sexual partner, my old self (in this case, the self of before the Wisdom School barely two weeks ago!) was left compassionately but firmly out in the cold in favour of the new self to whom all was given.
In a later dream in the sequence there was a difficulty in finding a place on the ship in which we would not be observed. My suspicion is that this refers to the transparency I have undertaken in describing the act of Centering Meditation, which in my heart feels the equal in intimacy to that of sexual intercourse.
Lastly, near the end of the night, a message was relayed to me from one of my colleagues [yes, we did find time to appear in public too], that a widow of a fellow technologist from the East was most anxious to see me. In this case the East appears to be simply Québec [to keep the metaphor within the limitations of my job with Coast Guard]. Due to the obligations of my work as a supervisor of her deceased husband, I had no choice but to go to meet her when she flew in to Vancouver. It was obvious what she had in mind, and I was not particularly looking forward to it - every man has his limits! And that was the end of a most extraordinary night.
I am quite sure that this widow from the East refers to Eirian, her widowhood being from my old self. The lack of possessive desire for her, and indeed for Sophie, is a great healing in itself. Egoic desire is being replaced by the unrestrained outpouring of unitive love.