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I KNOW THIS IS A LONG THREAD, BUT I REALLY COULD USE SOME INSIGHT....HELP PLEASE.?
This sounds like a movie, but me and my boyfriend bought a Oujia board, cause both of us could feel a presense in my house..I wanted to know who it was, did they live here before? are they buried here? Only way we knew to talk to them was the board, so we bought a new one. I have never really expreinced one before, guesse i never bielived in it.. was still spectial of it. Was sure Micheal was moving it when i started to move....we ask who it was, and how many sprits present and stuff....was sure micheal was moving it....they spelled in words that made no sense and use very little vowles...we ask to talk to some one else and that is when i talk to a freind i had lost 2 years ago..she spelled out things i knew michael didnt know..and then i was hook on it..
the next night we talked to someone who claimed to be my gaurdian named "zien". told me 8 things he said i need to know.
most were personal..but said i would dream about a lady with the intials MA on oct 29th, will be bad and danger will come with it, that God wants to talk to me, and need to mediate. This raised all kinds of questions and started my sprital journay.
A couple of days later i felt like the board was calling me or it was just there in plain sight, so i tried to use in alone. Talked to someone called "mike" ..long story short after many talks with him. He told me he was a lost soul, killed him self with a gun, and was in the middel. was cold and dark. and that i give him light. I learned the hard way he lied to me, said he was joking about stuff, said i joked and lied so he will joke and lie. He used things in my subconsious mind to play me, he pulled me in, made me feel sorry for him. Then he found out what made me sad and what made me angry.... Found out by doing this I was makeing him sronger. He knew i was weak, and was trying to over power me. Said he wanted me to help make him whole again, that he missed live. That i sould keep in in my thoughts and vision him.
At times i thought i was talking to my sprit guide or gardian, but i beilve it was him. used the name zien and said i was chossen by God to help rid the world of evil. That michael the guy i was seeing was evil and bad soul. That i need to get closer to him and make him trust me, so he could kill him. Said that michael died in a wreck and came back with evil "zien" in him. and he will kill me if i let him. This is all from someone i though i could trust, i a mean i though this was my gaurdian. was to hard to beilive. really got me wondering and asking all kinds of questions. but was told i would learn in time. to risky to share much with me, that i wasnt safe and he would protected me.
More talk with "mike" and i learned that he was not a good sprit. was creating confusing and trying to trun me awayagainst michael. had me convinced michael was evil. and i know his not, but in the back of my mind i still think what if. his smile is wicked at times, and he says he can read my eyes....."mike" said he can read my thought, that he see's my fears when we kiss. and he is making me weak and killing me when we have sex. He was really obsessed with the sex, and said he whatched us have sex, and he missed having sex, use to like it.
He used things in my head to play with my emotins and i started to beivlieve him. I would question micheal about his wreck. and ohter things this mike would tell me. none of it panned out. so i ask michael to talk on the board with me. this mike tried to say that he was the old michael before the wreck he lived in him, and that bad "zien" killed him in the wreck, and the michael i know now is bad. said micheal lies to me. tried to get me to lie to michael. and played us on each ohter. i refused to lie for him. and he got mad and said i was killing him. said i was weak and he was stronger than me. we forsed him to leave the board. or we thougth we did. he strated spelling slowler, and told us he died again, that i killed him,he said my gaurdian was there "zien" the good one, the white one. and said he was making him tell me he was sorry, then the room got tense and said he was the bad "zien", said he hated me, he hated michael. said he would leave me alone if i change my way of life. and stop the lies i told and things i do. said if i didnt he would kill me too. then it would change to good "zien" and he said that i betrayed him, that he told me about the play to rid evil and i didn't beilive, said he warned me not to talk to "mike" but i did any way. said he was testing me. and i failed. said he loves me, and i am good soul, then the bad "zien" would come and say he hated me, and hated micaheal.
we put the board away. but still i feel the evil in my house, in my head, i cant get mike and zien out of my head and my thoughts. i know that by keeping them there i am giving them strength. but it is hard to do... the person called mike used my own triats and ways of handleing people and guys i dated to pulll me in and trick me. made me fell kinship or a connection with him.
stopped using the board for like a week or so, but still the cloud of evil lingered over me. so me and michale decied to talk to the baord one more time, to make a stand and make it leave. to demand it to be gone from me and my house. so the firts thing when we started it spelled "mike" and said i need to kill michael, he is evil, that i had the power in me to give him live again. when i refused, and demaned him to leave me alone, he said he like when i got mad. then he tried to get to michael and told micheal lies about me, and told michael to kill me. make him whole again. when we refused and demaded him to leave he said he would find a life and kill us both,said he would kill us in the middle. we would be sorry.
i am still at a loss to what all this means...and swear none of it is made up....there is actually more i left out.....i still dont beilieve it...sounds like a movie to me...
has anyone expreinced anything like this before?
and how can i get rid of this evil that looks over me....he is still here....mostly comes out at night....wasnt here when i started typing this but i can feel him here now....we have cleansed and blessed my house, i burn black candles and save the remains in a sealed jar to dispose of. i burn sage, i circled my house with salt. i pray to God to protected me, but still i he is here...envaideing my thoughts and mind.....when mcihael is here, he don't come around, i cant sense him then.... i know that michael is stronger than me, and has the power to protect himslef and me. but he dont live with me and i fear beining alone.
sorry this is so long...i hope some one takes the time to read it....
if not i feel so much better getting it off my chest...
TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS......
This sounds like a movie, but me and my boyfriend bought a Oujia board, cause both of us could feel a presense in my house..I wanted to know who it was, did they live here before? are they buried here? Only way we knew to talk to them was the board, so we bought a new one. I have never really expreinced one before, guesse i never bielived in it.. was still spectial of it. Was sure Micheal was moving it when i started to move....we ask who it was, and how many sprits present and stuff....was sure micheal was moving it....they spelled in words that made no sense and use very little vowles...we ask to talk to some one else and that is when i talk to a freind i had lost 2 years ago..she spelled out things i knew michael didnt know..and then i was hook on it..
the next night we talked to someone who claimed to be my gaurdian named "zien". told me 8 things he said i need to know.
most were personal..but said i would dream about a lady with the intials MA on oct 29th, will be bad and danger will come with it, that God wants to talk to me, and need to mediate. This raised all kinds of questions and started my sprital journay.
A couple of days later i felt like the board was calling me or it was just there in plain sight, so i tried to use in alone. Talked to someone called "mike" ..long story short after many talks with him. He told me he was a lost soul, killed him self with a gun, and was in the middel. was cold and dark. and that i give him light. I learned the hard way he lied to me, said he was joking about stuff, said i joked and lied so he will joke and lie. He used things in my subconsious mind to play me, he pulled me in, made me feel sorry for him. Then he found out what made me sad and what made me angry.... Found out by doing this I was makeing him sronger. He knew i was weak, and was trying to over power me. Said he wanted me to help make him whole again, that he missed live. That i sould keep in in my thoughts and vision him.
At times i thought i was talking to my sprit guide or gardian, but i beilve it was him. used the name zien and said i was chossen by God to help rid the world of evil. That michael the guy i was seeing was evil and bad soul. That i need to get closer to him and make him trust me, so he could kill him. Said that michael died in a wreck and came back with evil "zien" in him. and he will kill me if i let him. This is all from someone i though i could trust, i a mean i though this was my gaurdian. was to hard to beilive. really got me wondering and asking all kinds of questions. but was told i would learn in time. to risky to share much with me, that i wasnt safe and he would protected me.
More talk with "mike" and i learned that he was not a good sprit. was creating confusing and trying to trun me awayagainst michael. had me convinced michael was evil. and i know his not, but in the back of my mind i still think what if. his smile is wicked at times, and he says he can read my eyes....."mike" said he can read my thought, that he see's my fears when we kiss. and he is making me weak and killing me when we have sex. He was really obsessed with the sex, and said he whatched us have sex, and he missed having sex, use to like it.
He used things in my head to play with my emotins and i started to beivlieve him. I would question micheal about his wreck. and ohter things this mike would tell me. none of it panned out. so i ask michael to talk on the board with me. this mike tried to say that he was the old michael before the wreck he lived in him, and that bad "zien" killed him in the wreck, and the michael i know now is bad. said micheal lies to me. tried to get me to lie to michael. and played us on each ohter. i refused to lie for him. and he got mad and said i was killing him. said i was weak and he was stronger than me. we forsed him to leave the board. or we thougth we did. he strated spelling slowler, and told us he died again, that i killed him,he said my gaurdian was there "zien" the good one, the white one. and said he was making him tell me he was sorry, then the room got tense and said he was the bad "zien", said he hated me, he hated michael. said he would leave me alone if i change my way of life. and stop the lies i told and things i do. said if i didnt he would kill me too. then it would change to good "zien" and he said that i betrayed him, that he told me about the play to rid evil and i didn't beilive, said he warned me not to talk to "mike" but i did any way. said he was testing me. and i failed. said he loves me, and i am good soul, then the bad "zien" would come and say he hated me, and hated micaheal.
we put the board away. but still i feel the evil in my house, in my head, i cant get mike and zien out of my head and my thoughts. i know that by keeping them there i am giving them strength. but it is hard to do... the person called mike used my own triats and ways of handleing people and guys i dated to pulll me in and trick me. made me fell kinship or a connection with him.
stopped using the board for like a week or so, but still the cloud of evil lingered over me. so me and michale decied to talk to the baord one more time, to make a stand and make it leave. to demand it to be gone from me and my house. so the firts thing when we started it spelled "mike" and said i need to kill michael, he is evil, that i had the power in me to give him live again. when i refused, and demaned him to leave me alone, he said he like when i got mad. then he tried to get to michael and told micheal lies about me, and told michael to kill me. make him whole again. when we refused and demaded him to leave he said he would find a life and kill us both,said he would kill us in the middle. we would be sorry.
i am still at a loss to what all this means...and swear none of it is made up....there is actually more i left out.....i still dont beilieve it...sounds like a movie to me...
has anyone expreinced anything like this before?
and how can i get rid of this evil that looks over me....he is still here....mostly comes out at night....wasnt here when i started typing this but i can feel him here now....we have cleansed and blessed my house, i burn black candles and save the remains in a sealed jar to dispose of. i burn sage, i circled my house with salt. i pray to God to protected me, but still i he is here...envaideing my thoughts and mind.....when mcihael is here, he don't come around, i cant sense him then.... i know that michael is stronger than me, and has the power to protect himslef and me. but he dont live with me and i fear beining alone.
sorry this is so long...i hope some one takes the time to read it....
if not i feel so much better getting it off my chest...
TAKE CARE AND GOD BLESS......