Baroli said:
'Pride goeth before the fall' somewhere in the book of Proverbs, that was taught to me in Sunday school.
that must have been a very fun school, I can tell....I am glad that in my Sunday school the priest preferred to put movies on for us like "To kill a mockingbird" and then have us discuss it....but you know, we catholics are the hippies of christianity compared to some protestant faiths....
I think having a good healthy dose of ego and pride about one's work is indeed very healthy and what we all have to a varying degree. However, when the work becomes too "accurate" and the praise and adjulation just becomes heaped upon by the truckloads, this is where it gets tricky, I think. You start to really believe your own press. This is a good and a bad thing. To believe in one self, and know that you're you're accurate is one thing, but to live off of the praise and soforth, is something else.
I think we need to redefine the language we are using here...one thing is pride( which is not bad in itself...people can be proud of their country, can't they?)one thing is ego ( as a common psychological component of a human being) and another thing is self esteem....
Now when we have those 3 terms clarified we can have a conversation that makes sense....from discussing the importance and relevance of accuracy in a reading we have come to quote Bible passages and to radically assert that looking for accuracy is a matter of "ego", as something indesirable and negative...
I think there is a middle way and in that middle way there is the possibility for a reader to have a healthy self esteem and feel good about his/her level of accuracy without risking to become a self absorbed, egotistical monster that does not care about the "sitter" and has lost compassion and what is good and holy in life....what escapes my understanding is how talking about how accuracy might be of relevance, specially when people are paying you for a service or when you are trying to build reputation as a professional, has become a moral referendum on egos....
Is it possible for a person to be good at what they do and feel good about it without necessarily becoming a heartless egomaniac?
I have met plenty of people like that, including the woman I mentioned before in my previous post...by the way, this was a Tarot reader that made a living out of it in what on this side of the world it would be considered a "third world country" during very hard times of terror and political upveal and her clients did not go to her to know if Jerry was cheating with Tammy, but would bring to her heartfelt, tough, painful matters...many had had losses of all kind and when I went to see her, I too had lost all what was dear to me...so she was accurate, yes she was, and a wonderful human being that helped many find hope and move on with their lives,while everything was falling apart around them, and I am one of those people...without her, her "accuracy" I would not be where I am today...she did predict all what has happened in these last 15 years in my life and I bless her for that...it was about the sitters, yes, but that does not take away that she was gifted, brilliant and skilled and to dismiss people like her with some santicmonious rash statement it truly unfair....
I sang for my living at one time and I was damned good; I still am. I did my own musical arrangements and rocked a lot of houses with them. Funny thing is as much as I knew how good I was, I lacked something in my overall attitude. I felt I was "above all the other singers" because I was that good. I intimidated a lot of folks. I believed my own press to the point that being about telling a story through music that might touch someone, or just to be entertaining was no longer the goal. I began to covet the feelings of "Aren't I great?" The things I lacked were compassion and humility. I was technically terrific, but had no heart. Once I realized what I was doing and the people I was not touching, I stopped. Cold turkey. I stopped singing. Until I learned what it is to sing for the public or one person and tell a story and really tell a story from the heart.
I am glad you are singing again....I think that we all struggle with such issues at some point, but the difference is how we deal with that...we can choose to harshly judge ourselves for something that is just part of our nature or aknowledge it and move on, learn to live with it...you know?
Even the Dalai Lama has an ego, he talks about it in his writings.
It's the same with the Tarot. You can be as accurate as anything and you can receive the praise and adoration of the masses. But what good is it if you haven't helped a person to understand what it is they are trying to get? The cards are a tool. It is IMHO what we should be doing. Helping. I would rather have someone come to me for a reading simply because her/his friend said "I helped them through something that they just couldn't get or see."
I think we all agree that the client, the sitter counts for something, but what I don't understand is why granting the reader also the aknowledgement for doing a good job then becomes this issue about ego and lack of compassion and "not helping"?
Can a Tarot reader be accurate and at the same time care for the sitter?
Or is such option impossible to concieve?
No, helping is not accuracy, I am sorry...you can be helpful by listening and
assisting the sitter understand the problem or the situation better, but accuracy is another thing....accuracy means predicting or stating precise facts....we are misxing two different things in these discussion, both important , but both different things...
And again, it goes right back to the original. It's all about the sitter.
I don't understand this point either...when was it said that the sitter is not important?
When was it said that it is all about the readers ego and self aggrandizing in spite of the poor sitter benefit ?
PS:
by the way Michelangelo had an ego the size of the State of Wisconsin and that is not coming in the way for us to enjoy today his incredible art( he painted the sixtine chapel after not touching a brush since he had been 13....and in a few months, as an adult, he created the art we so love today....I can live with his ego, thank you Michelangelo)