Maybe its just a bad few days, but the last four readings I've done (three daily and one larger spread) have been almost entirely -- if not totally -- redundant and incorrect. Not just in the sense of "I don't understand this at the moment" but more like "this makes absolutely no sense at
all". I can't even post the readings for advice because there's too much backstory involved!
I'm feeling a definite "dead" sense from the two decks as well. Until about 4 or 5 days ago, the Universal Waite was very talkative and seemed to have a vague consciousness, as most of my possessions do in time. But the last few days, not only the UW but the Hadar as well have felt like there's nothing there. Just a stack of cardboard with pictures on it. I can't even say they feel like a garden spade would, laying on the table. In my mind, that has the mental-thought-form of "useful" and "tool" and "potential to scoop dirt" attached to it... the decks,
nothing. Yes, this is from me, Synesthesia Girl, who attaches personality to every inanimate object she comes across. Its sort of starting to worry me. Even the vivid dreams I was getting when sleeping with the decks have petered out slowly. Its not a matter of the decks being overused (I only started using the UW on the 19th, and the Hadar two days ago) or abused (I flinch if I so much as drop a card on the floor). "Cleansing" doesn't do anything for me, and I'm certainly not about to bury them in the backyard, but I did try smudging at the first sign of trouble (a reflex/habit from my shamanic training). I hope its not
me, because then I'd really have a problem on my hands. (My disorder has even been doing
better the last few days, if anything.) Don't have a clue what to do if it doesn't clear up!
Babble post summary: I'm perplexed and advice from those wiser than I would be appreciated.