Thank you, Phoenix Reading up on the myths that may be suggested by the drawings doesn't seem to always work by the looks of it. But what happened with the bird crashing into your window seems to correspond with the exploding feeling in the drawing. What bird was it? And did it survive?
I believe it was a mourning dove...yes, it survived. It was also the same type of bird that followed me to my car. I looked up the meaning of mourning doves and I found this link interesting.... It seems to totally fit for this point in my life.