Melisandre
For years I'd been experiencing what I recently learned here on AT is probably a form of clairaudience. Particularly as I'd be getting to bed, but still awake, I would hear "voices" in my head. It always sounds like someone else, a deep man's voice, a child's voice, etc, and many times it would feel like I was overhearing snipets of a conversation, the way you would if you picked up on someone else's cell reception. At times there would be so many voices, so many conversations, I felt like there was screaming in my head at night and I couldn't sleep. I knew they were not my own thoughts, but I chalked it up to stress or what have you. I even asked my aunt, who is a clinical psychologist, if I could be schizophrenic. She was adamant that I am quite healthy, haha, and that what I described is actually not typical of schizophrenia anyway (people with that apparently hear voices that talk TO them, and in negative and destructive ways). Eventually I learned to shut it down by just saying, and MEANING... "ENOUGH ALREADY." I thought I was talking to myself, telling myself to stop stressing, but now I realize that there was probably something more to it.
Anyway, now that I've figured this out, I would area love to develop this gift I seem to have. Unfortunately, over the years, it's become less and less common for me to experience it. I don't know if it had to do with my moving - the most extreme years were when I was living in a particular apartment. I still have occasional experiences in my current apartment (ex, a man talking very clearly about his farm), but I've been staying at my boyfriend's recently and no luck.
Could I have "lost" my clairaudience? Is there a way to kickstart it again? I'd really appreciate any tips.
Anyway, now that I've figured this out, I would area love to develop this gift I seem to have. Unfortunately, over the years, it's become less and less common for me to experience it. I don't know if it had to do with my moving - the most extreme years were when I was living in a particular apartment. I still have occasional experiences in my current apartment (ex, a man talking very clearly about his farm), but I've been staying at my boyfriend's recently and no luck.
Could I have "lost" my clairaudience? Is there a way to kickstart it again? I'd really appreciate any tips.