connection spread

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Have you ever felt an indescribable "pull" or connection to someone that you cannot explain? Just a feeling of loss when they're not speaking to you or gone,and feeling 100% completed just to know them? I was wondering if anyone had a suggestion of a spread layout I can try. I've had a feeling like this about a handful of people in my 31 years and I'd like to see what my cards can tell me about maybe a past life connections or something of the like.

Thanks and Merry Christmas,Happy Holidays,and Have a great New Year!