Thank you os much Starri---Lots and lots of good stuff here:
This ones for you it really just keys in on the question . I hope this means more meaningful dreams to come.
CN was showing me a tarot card. The only details I recall about this are that it was a fantasy type image (I may be able to find the type when back at the pc), a single character on the card and either the letter O or number 0 (I didn't feel like it was a circle but it could have been I suppose).
You might have picked up on the fact that I was currently working on my resume, and the ascii character I was searching for is a like a bubble on a multiple choice question sheet, its like an o but its represents a series of those oooo and and its colored in based on my level of skill in that area. I think i have the skills, so most of my oooo are blackened in not empty. Good at picking up on this. This is how the job coach asked me to redo my resume.
She fanned the deck showing me the remaining cards. They were fabulous cards very high end. I commented that I really liked them. She then told me that upon taking them out of the box they had great energy but over time they had turned on her.
So, most of my past jobs were very high end, supporting executive management, research and technology....so taking these out the box and showing them to a potential employer is how i see this scene.
She said that she was considering sending them back to the company, but she would sell them to me for the price that she paid. Adding that they were very pricey. I remember wanting the cards but felt unwilling to pay full price. I asked CN if she had cleared/cleansed the cards and recharged them. I said something to her about placing an amethyst on them to preserve their positive energy.
I was just speaking to my job coach and i told her that the interviews often start off well, but then just go caput...and this is because I am very sensitive to what is being said, and the first sign of aggressiveness, or etc, I tend to zone our or space out, this is part of my disability, disassociate, and it gets to the point that I cant even hear myself talk, its like I hear the tip end of what I am saying, and the whole time i have having a dialog in my mind, like..."what did i say,-- am i stuttering...did i finish that sentence, where am I going with this". SO here, I am working with my therapist on being more grounded, and i can relate that to being caught up in an fantasy or fog.
I'm not really at a place that I can analyze this, but off the cuff I would say that it a appears that there maybe things you could do to enhance your chances of employment in your current field.
side note.. I did have another dream but all I recall is being at the dentist. I felt I that this was about improving appearance rather than for a tooth issue.
Lmao, the last interview I had was at a dentist office. I was really excited about it, and from your dream I get the feeling its is reinforcing what i felt, that the venture was really too pricey for them. They loved the enthusiasm, they love the interview and then I think it just tempered off when it came to salary. As a matter of fact the dentist office seems to be doing very well with out the social media type enhancements they were looking for.
The second think with the Dentist is on point as well,. you very good at this...I broke a front tooth in May of last year, first it was just a sliver but its getting larger, when I go for job interviews I'm so conscious of it, but what I do (since i cant afford to go to the dentist) what I do is take a soft wax and mold it to the tooth, so the break is not obvious, also another front tooth has problems and I fill that one with temporary dental filling...so during the interview i dont talk much and try not to smile to wide or laugh. I have always had very pretty teeth, and a nice smile, so this is bothering me. Great that you picked up on both these things.