Awkward.turtle91
Okay here it goes lately I've been on a quest to find out what I can about romance you name it, I'm worried half the time that no one is out their for me!
So here I was trying to get the basics of astrology, it's mega hard I'm not sure how well i did but I'll find out!
Then naturally I decided to clarify things with tarot, then I thought what don't you ask where your relationship with X is going?, see what happens and I did but then the tarot its self felt wrong and I felt like I was being pulled in to a meditative state but I wasn't consciously trying to mediate.
It's hard to explain it was sort of like (on charmed when phoebe has those "preemonitons." And she goes into a focoused state into the future and you just have to let her go you know.
But instead of going in I got scared and snapped out of it,. Has this happened to any one else?
edited bit! Went back in! Here's what I got
Meditation
I first saw a bat, then I saw a moon (crescent). Behind the bat. I then saw a man with a spiral of numbers around his head, then just the spiral. Waves like the Aquarius sign popped up, and a y like the Virgo. A dragon fly, a man pointing to a necklace, I saw doors closing and one opening and lots of Light.
A bunch of men in a pub drinking, zoomed up one one drinking.
Okay I'm wondering if the months January & Septemember are key here I feel it's saying I might have an event around those months regarding x af night when there's a crescent moon.
I feel the bat is telling me there's going to be a sudden change in our relationship, something closes something opens so maybe that awkward silence closes and we open up to on another?
I feel it's something hopeful as the man with the necklace shows victory as does the light.
I feel the dragon fly is saying spirit is with me and watching, I feel the men in the pub is leading on to happier and healthier times.
xx
So here I was trying to get the basics of astrology, it's mega hard I'm not sure how well i did but I'll find out!
Then naturally I decided to clarify things with tarot, then I thought what don't you ask where your relationship with X is going?, see what happens and I did but then the tarot its self felt wrong and I felt like I was being pulled in to a meditative state but I wasn't consciously trying to mediate.
It's hard to explain it was sort of like (on charmed when phoebe has those "preemonitons." And she goes into a focoused state into the future and you just have to let her go you know.
But instead of going in I got scared and snapped out of it,. Has this happened to any one else?
edited bit! Went back in! Here's what I got
Meditation
I first saw a bat, then I saw a moon (crescent). Behind the bat. I then saw a man with a spiral of numbers around his head, then just the spiral. Waves like the Aquarius sign popped up, and a y like the Virgo. A dragon fly, a man pointing to a necklace, I saw doors closing and one opening and lots of Light.
A bunch of men in a pub drinking, zoomed up one one drinking.
Okay I'm wondering if the months January & Septemember are key here I feel it's saying I might have an event around those months regarding x af night when there's a crescent moon.
I feel the bat is telling me there's going to be a sudden change in our relationship, something closes something opens so maybe that awkward silence closes and we open up to on another?
I feel it's something hopeful as the man with the necklace shows victory as does the light.
I feel the dragon fly is saying spirit is with me and watching, I feel the men in the pub is leading on to happier and healthier times.
xx