My question on Faerie's Oracle


I have divided my experience with this deck into two sections, when I used them years ago, and now that we have been reunited, my feelings about them now.
I used to cling to the book, and while they did still help me and others, it was a soft, sort of, gauzy relationship.
When I refound my deck, the book is no where in sight, so I came here to read the impressions of you all here. Then, I took each card and looked at its image and decided what it means to me, and that changes everytime I see it. It doesn't make sence to me, but I guess it shouldn't