prudence
Hi, please share your thoughts on these two incidents. On 9/11/02 on my way home from the store at night, alone, an owl was just standing in the middle of my lane staring at me. I slammed on the breaks, and it just stayed there in the road, and wouldn't budge. I hopped out, asked the car behind me to hold up a second to let me scoot the bird off of the road, and went to shoo it away. It didn't budge, it just turned it's head around and stared at me with huge eyes letting me get very close. It was just a tiny screech owl but I was terrified of it, in the sense that I was in the presence of something huge. (oddly enough, just a few months before this moment, a baby screech owl had hopped into my garage and resided with me for a few days before it sadly passed away, so a second even more bizarre visitation from Owl was a bit off putting) The owl, in front of my car, stared at me for a few seconds and didn't flinch at all while I flailed my arms at it to scare it off, and it wasn't showing any signs of injury, no droopy wings etc. Just stared, then flew off into the trees. Poof, just like that. Left me standing there with my jaw on the road, wondering "what the eff was that all about and on this day, the anniversary of ..." And my heart was pounding out of my chest, which makes no sense because i had quite intimately cared for one just months before, and I have an affinity with animals, so this is not my usual reaction. It just felt so overwhelmingly powerful, I was actually shaking.
Also, on the spring solstice of 2002, around 9 or 10 am I was on the highway here and came suddenly upon a mountain lion who had just been struck by a car and was still in the road. The shock and horror of it made me scream out loud (BTW I was struck by a car on a highway at the age of 13 on the summer solstice, barely injured in what by all accounts should have been fatal) and as I passed by, I looked in the rearview to see that he had lifted his head and was not dead! Oh No! I thought, he's going to suffer and then they'll have to shoot him. (I would have stopped but I had my baby in the car and the highway is too dangerous, and a ton of cars were already there) So, I called on my cellphone to report it, the dispatcher told me that the lion proceeded to get up, and run off into the forest! This is exactly what I had done at 13, after I had regained consciousness, I ran back to the side of the road! (My moon is Leo, and Mountain Lion is one of my spirit guides/animal totems, though I didn't know either of these things at the time).
Sorry for such a long post, and about such old stuff, but it has been perplexing me for a long time now and I'd be so grateful for any input on this.
Blessed Be,
Astrid
Also, on the spring solstice of 2002, around 9 or 10 am I was on the highway here and came suddenly upon a mountain lion who had just been struck by a car and was still in the road. The shock and horror of it made me scream out loud (BTW I was struck by a car on a highway at the age of 13 on the summer solstice, barely injured in what by all accounts should have been fatal) and as I passed by, I looked in the rearview to see that he had lifted his head and was not dead! Oh No! I thought, he's going to suffer and then they'll have to shoot him. (I would have stopped but I had my baby in the car and the highway is too dangerous, and a ton of cars were already there) So, I called on my cellphone to report it, the dispatcher told me that the lion proceeded to get up, and run off into the forest! This is exactly what I had done at 13, after I had regained consciousness, I ran back to the side of the road! (My moon is Leo, and Mountain Lion is one of my spirit guides/animal totems, though I didn't know either of these things at the time).
Sorry for such a long post, and about such old stuff, but it has been perplexing me for a long time now and I'd be so grateful for any input on this.
Blessed Be,
Astrid