gipsy tarot: seven of cups, seven of swords
you want it so much, and while something deceitful is going on, there is a good chance that things will align themselves to your desire; "alignment" seems the key (the two sevens) - anything YOU can do to align yourself with the job/employer?
q: what will help me speak my intuitive truth more?
5 of swords/star
Dont let things, people your mind, get in the way, unclog your mind and let it flow.
What was that dream last night about S trying to tell me?