His feelings are that of total love and warmth and passion and he feels you light up his life
Who else does T think I am?
King of Cups
Someone in complete control of their emotions, a kind and caring individual
What are E's feelings for me?
You will get a contact from a loved one.
2 of cups
What does T not realize about me as a person?
10 of swords
That you have been through a difficult time and survived it came out stronger, and that you are a person of deep thoughts, often having something on your mind even though you may look carefree.
Q: What do they really think about us (do they side him or me)?
they side with you in their hearts.
Did my boyfriend think I looked okay? ( despite the lousy outfit )
8 of wands
He thought you still looked sizzling hot but wished you were your usual self (more done up?)
Q: Why do they think he is at fault for our situation, since they side with me?
they dont have much credibility in him because he seems like the more shady charatcer out of the two of you.
Am I trying to avoid the death of A and ealing with it by thinking about everything and anything else ? ( today what is occuring is that another sign of grieving ? )