Milfoil said:Hi Kahlie
I'll give it a go . . . . Wacko and I are good friends right now LOL.
Milfoil said:The motorcycle can relate to freedom, energy and sexual drive - being in control of the motorcycle gives you the control and the energy to persue things. The supernatural man could be an aspect of your life that you have been following closely, strong, powerful but with (I get the feeling) sinister or hidden undertones which are more harmful to you than helpful.
Actually, I thought it was my Guide. At least, one of them. The dream was powerfully Healing, and had an air of cleansing that was profound. Although of course, the reason the cleansing had to be done, wasn't the easiest to deal with.
Milfoil said:The woman with you on the bike may be your courage & drive (pardon the pun).
Haha. No, she had her own bike. So we were both following. I found it interesting that she was 'death personified' before. It's like she was Rebirth. Phoenix.
Milfoil said:Woman nr 2 may be your higher self, that part of you that is capable of many astounding things, your protector.
Protector doesn't sound completely right, but I can see how you would come to Higher Self.
Milfoil said:The mountains may be obstacles you have to deal with in your life and the unclear path ahead.
The path was clear, but it was full of curves. I think it has to do with the fact that curves are a very feminine thing, in tune with what the dream was about...
Milfoil said:Does that name Sislius mean anything to you? How did you see or hear it?
I heard it, and it was the SIS/SIP sound that really hit me. I saw that in Ancient Greek -sis is the ending for 'energy words' and can be translated into Karma or Idea as well. Other then that the word doesn't mean anything to me. I originally thought I had miswritten it because it sounded like the disease: Syphillis, but it didn't have the PH sound. (Ok, I know I'm crazy...)
I also just saw that there are beings called: Angels of Sipillipis, which seem to have some direct link with what the dream was about. Namely, Faith...
We don't have them in Holland. In large numbers, I rather hate them... However, they felt more cleansing although, scary. And real cleansing of these kind of things is scary.Milfoil said:Cockroaches are pernicious, scary in numbers and filthy. We associate them with poor living conditions, filth and infection. We fear these little things that on their own we can easily squash but in large numbers can get out of hand!
Milfoil said:This infection may be the accumulation of all those nasty little things which have built up inside you which you need to cleanse from yourself before you can progress. Lots of little niggles which breed more niggles which then turn into something deeper. Anger at hurtfull words by someone, anger that you didn't say what you really wanted to, bitterness that something happened, regret - all those sorts of things.
It wasn't an infection as such, although alcohol in water is a disinfectant. I think it had to do with my cleansing process. Just the day before I drew a Symbolic Mandala filled with imagery that has to do with my sexual abuse. I clearly asked for healing and reintergration. During that time of creative expression I also clearly saw the number 4, exactly the number of women present in my dream...
Milfoil said:Your higher/protector self isn't affected by these things and when you see things from her perspective you can be cleansed. The third woman, your healing self/empathy is there finally to help you recover and to see how to help others.
The thing is... the woman said I wasn't finished healing yet (which is true), and that I couldn't do it on my own, that I needed help. That the second stage was more hard to go through... And hell, the first one was hard for me already. My pain in hips etc. has noticably decreased, as well as the tension on the muscles there. It looks as if something 'opened' finally. Although, I think there is much work to be done... And my fysiotherapist can't see me yet
Milfoil said:Certainly a profound and positive dream but I guess it didn't feel like it at the time.
It did. Although I kept racking my brain why the name of the other guy sounded like a veneral disease ! Aye. I guess he was there to show me I need to faith and convinction to work through this.
Thanks for your words Milfoil they made things more clear for me.