Ok, so this is a Spirit Guide Dream of Category 2. I feel that Jeroen - someone I originally knew from primary school - is not part of my own dreamscape. He has taken on the form of somebody who is always helping me out - basically doing Guide Work. I'm not sure if this is another Guide working through a guise of somebody I was comfortable with, or that Jeroen might have passed away and is actually helping out. The other most noticeable thing is that Jeroen has grown up in more recent dreams from a 12 year old to somebody at least 18.
The dream start with me being in a school environment, and I see a group of people standing in the classroom. I know that I know one of them, but not his name. The teacher is talking about the fact that they just did an exam and they have to hand it over.
One of the guys is very relaxed. He says he probably made a mess of it, but he's ok with doing a re-exam later.
They leave.
I'm standing in front of a big school board. It's white and it has a pattern on it, like a beehive. There are some numbers scribbled in. Most notably I notice a group of 3 7's and a 4 and a 6. The Teacher asks if I can decipher it. I say that I can see that the numbers and placements must be related in some way, but I can't see how.
One of the other students explains that the two diagonal axis's (or however you write that in English) are meant to be read as horizontal one's. He specifically shows me the 4 and the 6 and how they add up by the surrounding cells.
The lesson begins and we all sit down. The Teacher looks straight at me and asks me: "Do you know what promotions are". I say that I don't, and he mutters that he has spoken about them in detail this week and I should know it. Jeroen is sitting next to me and is very angry. He says: "He shouldn't speak to you like that. You have been sick and this is your first lesson, you are trying your best". I'm looking on his desk and see in relief that at least we are still using the same book. (Actually a High School Math Book)
When the lesson is over I step up to the teacher and say: "Well, I might not have known what we were speaking about this lesson, but, you apparently haven't been keeping a list to see who is present here or not. I haven't been at school for more then half a year, and I'm trying to get back. I'm only here today because I have an appointment with my specialist which is very near here. Apparently, you haven't noticed my absence at all."
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This seems to be a natural progression of the dreams involving Respect that I had a few weeks back. I still need some prodding apparently, but I do stand up for myself. I'm no longer ashamed for not knowing the answer, it's obvious that when you just start your lessons again, you can't. I'm no longer upset or angry that a teacher speaks to me so. While he points out my responsibilities as a student, I point out his as a teacher.
I felt very relieved when I woke up. Normally I would wake up ashamed or upset that I was failing. Now I know longer think I was. I was in class, and I was as always interested in Math and the way it relates. I'm curious about the numbers I saw...
Kahlie