BrightEye
I've not remembered many dreams recently, but last night's sticks in my mind. I was at a conference. It was lunchtime or early afternoon and I was in a crowded cafe with two other women, one of whom might have been my mother, and a man I'm rather fond of in real life. He bought us all coffee and cake in return for something I'd treated him to. He said that the coffees and cakes were overpriced, which made me feel self-conscious.
Then we talked about the conference events taking place later that day and I asked him whether he would be going. I said I would, and he said that I should because I had paid the full conference fee. He hadn't and he wouldn't be going. He would be leaving. It made me sad because I would have liked to have spent more time with him.
This last sentiment is one that I have been feeling in real life, too. I would like to spend more time with him. What also strikes me is the notion of what things cost, things being too expensive, the cost being to high, and getting your money's worth out of something. It makes me think that the cost of something is too high, but I'm not sure what it might refer to.
Numbers are also interesting: 3 women is very archetypal (triple goddess, the Moirae etc.). The man's presence makes it 4, which is a masculine number (I'm thinking Empress = 3, Emperor = 4). I think there might be a message about anima and animus, but I'm not sure what it is.
Any thoughts?
Then we talked about the conference events taking place later that day and I asked him whether he would be going. I said I would, and he said that I should because I had paid the full conference fee. He hadn't and he wouldn't be going. He would be leaving. It made me sad because I would have liked to have spent more time with him.
This last sentiment is one that I have been feeling in real life, too. I would like to spend more time with him. What also strikes me is the notion of what things cost, things being too expensive, the cost being to high, and getting your money's worth out of something. It makes me think that the cost of something is too high, but I'm not sure what it might refer to.
Numbers are also interesting: 3 women is very archetypal (triple goddess, the Moirae etc.). The man's presence makes it 4, which is a masculine number (I'm thinking Empress = 3, Emperor = 4). I think there might be a message about anima and animus, but I'm not sure what it is.
Any thoughts?