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THE PRECIPICE of New Growth and interactions on the "occult" and other fronts...
OK! Nobody to wax lyrical about it to really - except you guys.
So here goes...
Some years ago I left my coven - due to personal reasons of illness and family issues at the time...
I was extremely sad - because I had found them after concluding that there couldn't be
a suitable group out there for me, and giving up after a long search (some years).
Then I found them - and had to let go of it anyway.
Well - I'm now very well, bobbling along... and it seems I may POSSIBLY, HOPEFULLY (nicked that from you Sulis) have found a new one.
This one - is "in the making" as the HP is on his own, and looking to create a new group.
Well - fingers crossed and all that right...
With this occurrence - it seems like, a lot of other things are kind of "falling into place":
1) After many years of a dream of my own Tarot deck (and 2 failed ideas about how to do it) - I went to a lecture and decided I'm making a photographic one with my friends and family in it. I'm SOOOOO excited - I've nearly got my card plans complete as well as asking everyone permission...
2) The HP of the "possible new group" - happily entertains the idea that I could present Tarot
workshops for the group... Well - this is the sort of informal setting that I've always envisioned one way of being a teacher...(I've always had the teacher in me - but have not expressed it much - except once as an exercise-to-music instructress, and once presenting a short meditation course) and I'm thinking it's likely I could present other topics too...
3) The idea of producing that Pagan chants CD - just for me and friends... has come off the back burner - AGAIN...Lol.
4) This one's weird - but how is it that I browsed on Ebay and found; an exciting new and
reasonably priced hand made Athame and Wand... The wand - is made of Acacia wood!
Huh - a favourite tree, and I've never bumped into that before. Acacia is abundant where I was born in the savannahs of Africa - but not so much here.
AND a half-size statue of Isis - THIS an exact copy of the full sized one I found in a charity shop some years ago, which I loved, but had no space for - and also due to the size, found it too big to carry around to group meetings... so in the end it went back to a charity shop.
Huh...
5) On the career front - I've evaluated and re-evaluated... and decided I'm really happy where I am with what I do - no more extra's needed...(getting too old for all the mad studying anyway - Lol.). Just continuing to refine what is there. And I'm comfortable with my present turnover.
Huh.
6) Plus - I've been decluttering like never before and my personal meditation/ritual practice suddenly got much easier.
I feel I've arrived at a new plateaux of my life and how I swim through it.
And - I'm feeling quite peaceful.
What is it? - the stars or some kind of cycle?, some kind of age arrival thing? (43).
A friend of mine - who has moved back to Israel recently - when I asked how he's settling in, said to me: "I feel like there's another wave of creativity and opportunity sweeping over - a bit like a solar wind".
Snap!
That's kind of how I feel, except I'm not feeling the wind so much because I'm riding it...
Hmm...Anyways - LONG may it all continue.
OK! Nobody to wax lyrical about it to really - except you guys.
So here goes...
Some years ago I left my coven - due to personal reasons of illness and family issues at the time...
I was extremely sad - because I had found them after concluding that there couldn't be
a suitable group out there for me, and giving up after a long search (some years).
Then I found them - and had to let go of it anyway.
Well - I'm now very well, bobbling along... and it seems I may POSSIBLY, HOPEFULLY (nicked that from you Sulis) have found a new one.
This one - is "in the making" as the HP is on his own, and looking to create a new group.
Well - fingers crossed and all that right...
With this occurrence - it seems like, a lot of other things are kind of "falling into place":
1) After many years of a dream of my own Tarot deck (and 2 failed ideas about how to do it) - I went to a lecture and decided I'm making a photographic one with my friends and family in it. I'm SOOOOO excited - I've nearly got my card plans complete as well as asking everyone permission...
2) The HP of the "possible new group" - happily entertains the idea that I could present Tarot
workshops for the group... Well - this is the sort of informal setting that I've always envisioned one way of being a teacher...(I've always had the teacher in me - but have not expressed it much - except once as an exercise-to-music instructress, and once presenting a short meditation course) and I'm thinking it's likely I could present other topics too...
3) The idea of producing that Pagan chants CD - just for me and friends... has come off the back burner - AGAIN...Lol.
4) This one's weird - but how is it that I browsed on Ebay and found; an exciting new and
reasonably priced hand made Athame and Wand... The wand - is made of Acacia wood!
Huh - a favourite tree, and I've never bumped into that before. Acacia is abundant where I was born in the savannahs of Africa - but not so much here.
AND a half-size statue of Isis - THIS an exact copy of the full sized one I found in a charity shop some years ago, which I loved, but had no space for - and also due to the size, found it too big to carry around to group meetings... so in the end it went back to a charity shop.
Huh...
5) On the career front - I've evaluated and re-evaluated... and decided I'm really happy where I am with what I do - no more extra's needed...(getting too old for all the mad studying anyway - Lol.). Just continuing to refine what is there. And I'm comfortable with my present turnover.
Huh.
6) Plus - I've been decluttering like never before and my personal meditation/ritual practice suddenly got much easier.
I feel I've arrived at a new plateaux of my life and how I swim through it.
And - I'm feeling quite peaceful.
What is it? - the stars or some kind of cycle?, some kind of age arrival thing? (43).
A friend of mine - who has moved back to Israel recently - when I asked how he's settling in, said to me: "I feel like there's another wave of creativity and opportunity sweeping over - a bit like a solar wind".
Snap!
That's kind of how I feel, except I'm not feeling the wind so much because I'm riding it...
Hmm...Anyways - LONG may it all continue.
Lol.).