GeminiLady
Hi gang,
I'm working on my master level of PRISMology and as part of my certification, I have a requirement of four attunements. (among other things)
A family member has been expressing a desire to learn this. The problem is that this family member has cause a LOT of hurt to my family. He's been a very negative person and Attuning him will most likely bring me to my own "dark night of the soul" Not only the act of opening myself up to him, but helping him through his cleansing--reliving parts of my life that I would rather not.
Part of me is asking to continue to be protected with the wall that I have put up. --And part of me says that it's time to deal with old hurts so that I can progress.
I feel that this attunement will benefit, not only him, but once I get through it, it will have cleansed me of years of bad feelings.
I feel like I am taking a huge test, and I already know I will need to go through with it. ..sigh...
I guess I could really use some encouragement, so if you have something positive to say, now's the time.
Aside from that, there is a part of me that wonders how successful he will be working with energy. I've known him as someone that doesn't have a lot of love in his heart. Knowing his negatve mindset, I'm wondering about the type of cleansing he will have.
Thanks for listening, and if you've been there, or have a tip, I'd appreciate the feedback.
Love and Light,
Gem
I'm working on my master level of PRISMology and as part of my certification, I have a requirement of four attunements. (among other things)
A family member has been expressing a desire to learn this. The problem is that this family member has cause a LOT of hurt to my family. He's been a very negative person and Attuning him will most likely bring me to my own "dark night of the soul" Not only the act of opening myself up to him, but helping him through his cleansing--reliving parts of my life that I would rather not.
Part of me is asking to continue to be protected with the wall that I have put up. --And part of me says that it's time to deal with old hurts so that I can progress.
I feel that this attunement will benefit, not only him, but once I get through it, it will have cleansed me of years of bad feelings.
I feel like I am taking a huge test, and I already know I will need to go through with it. ..sigh...
I guess I could really use some encouragement, so if you have something positive to say, now's the time.
Aside from that, there is a part of me that wonders how successful he will be working with energy. I've known him as someone that doesn't have a lot of love in his heart. Knowing his negatve mindset, I'm wondering about the type of cleansing he will have.
Thanks for listening, and if you've been there, or have a tip, I'd appreciate the feedback.
Love and Light,
Gem