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She had white hair that was like more of a blond white. I don't remember her being very into clothes.. she wore traditional clothing wear for the country she game from. She always had her arms covered in long sleeves even when it was summer outside.
1. traditional clothes would be sort of where I was going. for when I said queen like, it wasn't the latest fashion as we know our current queen always dressed a particular style that is a style for her.. like how the queen mother dressed.
so somewhat.
miss on the stole (hit means yes,, miss means of course no)
"She was more around me when I was 5 years of age. She use to baby sit "me.
2. hit on she was around you.
miss on passed .
importantance, I think the important thing here is the event would of been she stuck up for you as she babysat you. it could also mean she had a more caring spot for you then you realized.
"She is eastern European just not Hungarian."
3. miss
however the idea here isn't that was Hungarian or not, but she had of distinct talking that sounded close to Hungarian.
the important here is perhaps once in a while you might remember how she said something. or her laugh.
"Yea, around 18 I got involved in someone I shouldn't have. But, I was I guess a trouble maker."
4 somewhat of a hit ?
the importance here is she was around you at the time, and wish she could of did more. which means she would flow some love your way .
"I can't remember anything at age 13 pertaining to a play or anything I messed up. "
5. miss.
I asked what is important ,, the age of 13.. or the event, something else.
the importance here is that you felt like something bad was going to happen but people told you it will be ok,, ..
but it happened anyways.. and this is a sign of your predictive potential which out of fear , blocked.
"She had very light color eyes and had a striking eye look.I'm not sure I have such... I probably do when I look very much like her. "
6. hit ? could be a hit, though I didnt' describe her eyes colour.
I think the idea here is that it is more then you looking like her,, but that you have some of her spirit,, same qualities and she is happy for that.
"Only her son and daughter was helping her...her other children wasn't that involved with her. She hung with her best friend a lot. "
7. hit ?
importance, the feeling here as you say there was some who wasnt' involved but should of been. perhaps she was sharing with you how she felt at the time.
I dont' think she carries a grude over to the light though,, like it was the passing of the old life.
"seems like same old same old kind of dealings lol!"
perhaps so,, more like it will be , I watched roadhouse and they kept saying, same town same story,, but in one part they said same part , new story.
so while the circumstance may be almost the same,, the event would make it seem like new, like you didn't think the one person could betray you like that.
it doesn't mean it has to happen.
let me think on that.
I think what It means is on the soul level you and this person are due to meet, and for whateve reason ,, like you agreed to forgive her,, or she agreed to not betray you this time (or he.
so perhaps this doesn't have to happen like you can in a mediation say "i let bygones be bygones, and wish to see a new friendship with this person without any bagge from the past. I seek the create the best of friendships with souls who wish to be friends "
or something like that eh.
"I will have to think on what that is. Maybe a chance to travel"
8. not a hit,,
if it was a hit you would know what it was soon as I said that.
so I asked further
and the message it was a desire that you had late 15ihs, through 16, and to mid 17.
and since then it been in the back of your mind.
like it is a thing you use to daydream about or think about before bed.
"I can't remember anything about a cane. She might have had one. But, I don't remember a cane".
"good advice."
9. not a hit,
it was a teaching though about how you can take something and make it better.
it isnt' a case of case of making lemonade out of lemons, it is about taking the lemonade and making it better by adding a twist,, or taking it to where people are thirsty to get the best emotional or financial return.
and you could even make cookies to go with the lemonade.
there was a message earlier about how in the old days , they would conceal a gun in a cane or a sword, or there was a stick fighting in old England.
so by extension it could be about learning to defend yourself better by using what you have both psychically and physically.
(there was a funny image earlier about the woman who used their purse like an awesome weapon ).
"will do"
she says the old msut go for the young to thrive, that is the way of it.
9. the extension of the message about worrying about houses.
and lots of time when people pass on,, their offspring try to keep the house for their parents would of wanted it that way.
when the spirits realize when they leave the material world that the well being of their children is more important then a drafty old house in the schmes of things.
like in the movie on golden pond,, the old man says we are the last of the thayers you know,, and his woman says "we had a good run " .
but moving on.
"not sure what the big dog might be yet. I never owned a huge dog. I was looking at some dogs to adopt that I suppose would be a huge dog more on the medium large end. "
10. hit in that you looking at some dogs.
the idea here is your family if I understand it correctly back in the lineage had big dogs to protect the farm,and the estate, houses. so they were guardians and not just pets. so they were highly regarded.
she showed me image of having such a pet when she was young girl ..
so when she went back to the light, she saw her old pet and she went young again as she went running in spirit to her dog who was also back in his prime. and there was much rejoicing.
"Yea, I know when they talk to me in my dreams. The dreams are different and more organized."
11. not a hit or miss,,
to become a dream master is to become a master of lucid dreaming,, and that will lead you to become an astral projectionist if you so desire.
like you have the gift.
for me when I have a true dream,, I have quite a bit of emotion attached to it like when I saw my deceased brother, and my passed on pets ,, I had tears and emotions.
and when I saw my deceased grandparents after they passed the same.
so the idea that you will know is not so organized but you will get the emotions, to go with them.
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I actually wrote the last half of this 4 times,, there was a storm here and it wouldnt' go through . so it ended up with me rewriting it 4 times .. right after number 7.
that is why I relate to earlier I had this,, or that.
hmm
do you feel I made contact with a grandmother, or was it a old aunt ?
do you know what age she was when passed and what age you were.