Hunting Starship
Feeling heavily depressed these days, stopped smoking and having constantly argues with my boyfriend. So I asked my cards for help and asked “ what is the best thing I can do right now, as I’m feeling totally incapable of any action except staring empty in the wall.
While I shuffeled I though about a dream I had last night about me and my boyfriend, trying to get home for Christmas, but lost our way and the evening train. We went to my dear college to wait there, but her house was full of guest, she didn’t had time for us. While shuffeling I though I wouln’d surprise me if the Star showed up.
The queen of cup popped out by shuffling and I guess she presenting me in this situation, but also the lesson she once toughed me regarding my boyfriend, to be able to show love and understanding trough difficult times. Just step up and be one head higher.
New Palladini deck
The Celtic cross with the queen in the middle gave me this answer:
Xxxxxxxx10
xxx3xxxxx9
6x12x5xxx8
xxx4xxxxx7
1: my current situation: 3 of sword
2: what is crossing me: six of rods
3: what lies ahead: eight of swords
4: lies behind: the tower
5: recent past: five of swords
6: future events: two of rods
7: My characteristics: death
8: My environment: the devil
9: something I don’t know: seven of pentacles
10: my personal goal: the star
With the queen in the middle, I’m influenced by a troubled feelings and thoughts. I think maybe the man on the horse in the six of rod, is my boyfriend, and that his eager to concur the world is what is really crossing me. I feel like his is marching right all over me to get what he wants.
My past is marked by a tower in fire, representing all the memories I have driven out the last years, to get a better life. The five of swords maybe the answer to my question, what can I do? I think the man winning the battle is my boyfriend, and that I lost in the argues with him. The only way to win over his is by not arguing, especially if the result is anger, depression and confusion. The two of rods may ask me to choose between to goods and by choosing wrong it might lead to blindness and further unable for any actions.
I am represented by the card of death, I think this stands in the combination with to tower in fire. Dealing with changes in my life. The devil in my environment can mean that the choice I must made is influenced my materialism. The seven of pentacles is perhaps something I need to understand, that I don’t know what is happening to us and that I have to use time to wait and see.
The star in my goal was not a surprise. I think I need to guide our relationship back to home, as the dream suggested. Showing my family that there is hope.
Am I on the right track to know what is best to do?
While I shuffeled I though about a dream I had last night about me and my boyfriend, trying to get home for Christmas, but lost our way and the evening train. We went to my dear college to wait there, but her house was full of guest, she didn’t had time for us. While shuffeling I though I wouln’d surprise me if the Star showed up.
The queen of cup popped out by shuffling and I guess she presenting me in this situation, but also the lesson she once toughed me regarding my boyfriend, to be able to show love and understanding trough difficult times. Just step up and be one head higher.
New Palladini deck
The Celtic cross with the queen in the middle gave me this answer:
Xxxxxxxx10
xxx3xxxxx9
6x12x5xxx8
xxx4xxxxx7
1: my current situation: 3 of sword
2: what is crossing me: six of rods
3: what lies ahead: eight of swords
4: lies behind: the tower
5: recent past: five of swords
6: future events: two of rods
7: My characteristics: death
8: My environment: the devil
9: something I don’t know: seven of pentacles
10: my personal goal: the star
With the queen in the middle, I’m influenced by a troubled feelings and thoughts. I think maybe the man on the horse in the six of rod, is my boyfriend, and that his eager to concur the world is what is really crossing me. I feel like his is marching right all over me to get what he wants.
My past is marked by a tower in fire, representing all the memories I have driven out the last years, to get a better life. The five of swords maybe the answer to my question, what can I do? I think the man winning the battle is my boyfriend, and that I lost in the argues with him. The only way to win over his is by not arguing, especially if the result is anger, depression and confusion. The two of rods may ask me to choose between to goods and by choosing wrong it might lead to blindness and further unable for any actions.
I am represented by the card of death, I think this stands in the combination with to tower in fire. Dealing with changes in my life. The devil in my environment can mean that the choice I must made is influenced my materialism. The seven of pentacles is perhaps something I need to understand, that I don’t know what is happening to us and that I have to use time to wait and see.
The star in my goal was not a surprise. I think I need to guide our relationship back to home, as the dream suggested. Showing my family that there is hope.
Am I on the right track to know what is best to do?