Ok, here we go:
Energetic Overview
When I first checked up on you, you looked like somebody caught up in many strands of yarn. I felt a stuckness in the chest area (lower ribs), pain in the arms and shoulders and root Chakra disturbance as well as the throat chakra.
What do you need cut, energetically speaking is many ties. It's like everything and everybody that happened around and with you is still tied to you. Like you never said goodby to anybody. Also, it seems like too much is on your shoulders that is not your responsibility.
I recommend you look up some cord cutting exercises and do some work to see what is yours and what is not.
Fae Reading
I then asked the Fae to come 'round and help me focus on what else you need to cut. Mental plane was first to arrive as most important to make cuts. I received Indi Rx, Ekstatis Rx and Himself. You need to stop doubting yourself. There is no reason for this, yet you constantly spend time going this way or that way or analyzing stuff to death. Please please please, STOP. Indi is looking like he gets an even worse headache then you do when you are in this worry mode! Stand your ground and stand by your decisions.
Ekstatis Rx reminds me of the mental overload that can happen when we are not grounded. Emotions and stuff from others seeps in and hurts us so we feel down in the dumps and like we are somehow less then others. Spend some time every day to clear your energies and ground. Remind yourself that you are worthwhile. Stand in front of the mirror and before brushing your teeth remind yourself: "I am a creator and I am powerful".
Himself shows me that honestly, there is sooo much potential here. Spend some time with him and Glanoncer together. You can see how Himself deals with deception and selfdeception and allows everybody their place in life.
The HoF circumstance that came by was The Question, funnily, I can see you as the child in this card, looking at the rainbow and wondering how you are ever going to get there, while in the front I can see a Fae walking off. You can focus on what is here and now, and what needs to be done and not on wishes and hopes. Mentally ground yourself in the Now.
Emotionally, what needs to be cut, I asked then and the HoF whined that they wanted to play: The Magician Rx, The Child Rx and the Queen of Day.
Hmm, (I did shuffle The Question back in). Again it looks like the first two cards show what needs to be cut and the last shows what can help you/what potential is there.
The Queen of day looks blessed and at peace, she is growing something in her hands and is wonderfully content. Emotionally speaking, the Child shows me that you need to cut past childhood trauma's, which I'm sure you already know. Spend some time feeding your inner child until you can see and sense wonder again. The Magician says that feelings of inadequacy and insecurity need to be cut. People around you that make you feel powerless need to go. They like to put you down, but that's not where you are supposed to be.
I asked what activities needed to be cut, but received nothing.
Glanoncer asked me to tell you a story though. He is who he is. He has his task. He makes no excuses and no apologies. He is in that, one of the strongest Fae. He shows us a face that doesn't exist to tempt us. He has a thankless job. People are angry when they feel misled and blame him instead of themselves.
He asked me to tell you, that in part, that is the potential that you need build in your life. To be yourself, unapologetic, and he will help you with that.
I feel quite a lot is here, so I will stop at this point and await your feedback. We can then build upon this if you have any more questions.
Kahlie
