Brown sparrow
before I start I should mention that both my froend and I travel and are not always 'at home'.
About two and a half years ago I met a man who was an acquaintance of a close friend.
Within weeks it felt like we were old friends and the sparks were flying - it was all fun and games for the most part but by last year I felt strongly that we were falling for eachother and the dynamic felt as if I were in control if you know what I mean, like if anyone were unrequited it was him. I never hid that I cared and enjoyed his company but any hints at feelings and attraction and 'accidental touches' came almost entirely from him. I felt like the next time we saw eachother something would surely develop or be said as up untill now it has all been subtle and mostly unspoken. Now mind you I only saw him a few days rather tyan weeks or months as usual because my pre planned travels took me interstate just as he arrived and I felt like there was a little 'less' of whatever was between us. There are circumstances i wont go into that might have well caused this but here we go.
What is his impression of me?
7 of wands, 2 of cups, page of pentacles.
Wow okay a bit boring ha ha. 7 o W I'm thinking he sees me as being quite opinionated or maybe that I challenge his lifestyle. 2 o C On the other hand he does enjoy our friendship and conversations and P o Pents he see's me as 'a bright young thing' also he often called me 'a cute little fairy' and commented on my clothing etc so it could be pointing toward his physical impression of me.
How/how much does he value our friendship?
2 of wands, six of cups the moon.
He has told me he has some serious issues getting emotionally close and accepting love and care so I think he is challenged by the prospect of us having a connection wether friendship or more, he doesn't want to be codependent, six of cups shows he does feel the connection but the moon says he probably does not have conscious thoughts about the value of my friendship so does not put in the time and thought that I do.
At the time where I felt strongly that he was falling for me, what did he infact feel?
Ace of wands, wheel of fortune, five of wands.
A o w, He felt sexual attraction, wheel o F, he felt fortunate that I was around and showing an interest (i also ared for himma bit when he got sick) five of wands I feel like this card has something to do with the 'game' lije we went too far so as to confuse and frustrate each other and it became almost like a 'who will crack first' thing..I don't know how to ascribe that to feelings exactly.
In the past I did readings on his feelings and very strong cards cane up for love and lust so not sure if I should ignore that at this point.
Was he sexually as into me as he seemed to be demonstrating?
Queen of swords, death, strength.
Am I friend zoned? Or is it that his sexual thoughts are mental? Death often indicates orgasmic experiences and strength is often wrestling with ones sexuality or desires...
There is an element of unavailibilty between us so I think he could have been trying to coold down some very sexual thoughts but maybe I'm just wanting to see it that way. :/
Did he feel attraction this last time he saw me?
King of swords, 9 of wands, knight of swords.
As these are a suite I read these as a flowing experience, he planned or attempted to rule with his head like the mature king, but at some point (9 o W) he couldn't resist and gave into knights more passionate responses. (He at a point began to fumble with his words and seemed eager to make me smile)
How does he feel about me presently?
5 of pentacles , 9 of swords, knight o Pents.
5 o pents could be that I am going through something sad in my life atm and he may feel protective or worried for me, or he could feel 'shut out' by me because of my short trip where I was soending a lot of time with other friends as well. Nine of swords I often get in love readings when a person is at their wits end and can't stop thinking about someone and knight of pents - he is unassuming with little expectation of romance between us?
Sorry this is so long everyone, if you can even offer thought on parts of it I'd be so grateful for the input!
About two and a half years ago I met a man who was an acquaintance of a close friend.
Within weeks it felt like we were old friends and the sparks were flying - it was all fun and games for the most part but by last year I felt strongly that we were falling for eachother and the dynamic felt as if I were in control if you know what I mean, like if anyone were unrequited it was him. I never hid that I cared and enjoyed his company but any hints at feelings and attraction and 'accidental touches' came almost entirely from him. I felt like the next time we saw eachother something would surely develop or be said as up untill now it has all been subtle and mostly unspoken. Now mind you I only saw him a few days rather tyan weeks or months as usual because my pre planned travels took me interstate just as he arrived and I felt like there was a little 'less' of whatever was between us. There are circumstances i wont go into that might have well caused this but here we go.
What is his impression of me?
7 of wands, 2 of cups, page of pentacles.
Wow okay a bit boring ha ha. 7 o W I'm thinking he sees me as being quite opinionated or maybe that I challenge his lifestyle. 2 o C On the other hand he does enjoy our friendship and conversations and P o Pents he see's me as 'a bright young thing' also he often called me 'a cute little fairy' and commented on my clothing etc so it could be pointing toward his physical impression of me.
How/how much does he value our friendship?
2 of wands, six of cups the moon.
He has told me he has some serious issues getting emotionally close and accepting love and care so I think he is challenged by the prospect of us having a connection wether friendship or more, he doesn't want to be codependent, six of cups shows he does feel the connection but the moon says he probably does not have conscious thoughts about the value of my friendship so does not put in the time and thought that I do.
At the time where I felt strongly that he was falling for me, what did he infact feel?
Ace of wands, wheel of fortune, five of wands.
A o w, He felt sexual attraction, wheel o F, he felt fortunate that I was around and showing an interest (i also ared for himma bit when he got sick) five of wands I feel like this card has something to do with the 'game' lije we went too far so as to confuse and frustrate each other and it became almost like a 'who will crack first' thing..I don't know how to ascribe that to feelings exactly.
In the past I did readings on his feelings and very strong cards cane up for love and lust so not sure if I should ignore that at this point.
Was he sexually as into me as he seemed to be demonstrating?
Queen of swords, death, strength.
Am I friend zoned? Or is it that his sexual thoughts are mental? Death often indicates orgasmic experiences and strength is often wrestling with ones sexuality or desires...
There is an element of unavailibilty between us so I think he could have been trying to coold down some very sexual thoughts but maybe I'm just wanting to see it that way. :/
Did he feel attraction this last time he saw me?
King of swords, 9 of wands, knight of swords.
As these are a suite I read these as a flowing experience, he planned or attempted to rule with his head like the mature king, but at some point (9 o W) he couldn't resist and gave into knights more passionate responses. (He at a point began to fumble with his words and seemed eager to make me smile)
How does he feel about me presently?
5 of pentacles , 9 of swords, knight o Pents.
5 o pents could be that I am going through something sad in my life atm and he may feel protective or worried for me, or he could feel 'shut out' by me because of my short trip where I was soending a lot of time with other friends as well. Nine of swords I often get in love readings when a person is at their wits end and can't stop thinking about someone and knight of pents - he is unassuming with little expectation of romance between us?
Sorry this is so long everyone, if you can even offer thought on parts of it I'd be so grateful for the input!
