hello Huredriel...
I did your reading.
I was pretty strong....
This is what came through
I used the dreaming in color deck.
I first laid down 3 cards:
1-what does she need to let go of....Resentment
2-how will she do that...................Anger
3-Outcome..................................Depression
then I asked more clarification and got:
Struggle
catharsis
learning
ok honey....this is what I see.
The first thing that jumps at me it's very obvious: you have something you truly need to release and this seems to be something that has affected you deeply.
The cards and images are pretty strong.
Somehow you feel that someone wronged you in the past( or maybe not too long ago) and you are carrying that with you...and it's seeping through, affecting other aspects of your life.
The card of anger with that deep intense red says you need to find a way to let those feeling come out, leave your system
You need to find ways to also channel that energy in ways that are creative, in some artistic activity.
If you don't release that you will end in the depression place, that's what pent up anger does.
Also the card of depression warns you against playing the same old tapes, without taking action.You are not a victim anymore, that what comes to my mind.
If you do take action and do your healing work there will be an end to that internal struggle Huredriel...there is a catharsis you need to go through, a cleansing that would teach you so much about who you are and life.
It would get you "unstuck"....
These cards look to me like a very strong message to take care of your own well being and to start healing some parts of your life.
I was tempted to do another one as soon as I saw the cards I groaned...but I felt that I had to bring you this message.
(((((Huredriel)))))
So,I then asked the deck...what good would come to you after this releasing and I got:
Nurturing and Hope
I see this as there will be a time of nurturing the self and of reconciling yourself with your dreams and visions.Getting free of the old will allow you to look at the future and to become creative and "fertile"...you will be able to move on in you growth.
I hope this all made sense to you Huredriel....
I can always do anothere reading, ask me all the questions you want.
Huredriel
XOXOXOXOXO
HUGHS