Hi Valeria! Here is your reading. I hope it is helpful. I would love any feedback you can give!
SPREAD: Walking the Path (by rosered)
QUESTION: General Reading
DREAM DESTINATION: The Singer of Connection (6) represents where you want to go and/or what you want to achieve. There is a need to establish a more natural (less forced) balance in your life where you and your needs are addressed. You wa a well rounded balance of family, work, friends, and self.
STUCK IN THE MUD: She of Cruach (5) neatly shows in her shape how you have organized your life to fit everything into it - with you in the center directing - which gives you control but not the "natural" balance you seek, one that is not work for you. This is where you are now, and although you want a more "natural" balance, one less "directed" - see blue rays being directed by the central pillar or figure (I actually even see outstretched hands from that central pillar with the rays) - by you, you also fear chaos if you change your approach or the way you manage your life.
THE CLEAR PATH: You are on the path with Taitan the Sylph (45). Mental clarity and agility as well as your keen sense of observation have allowed you to establish and maintain some some sanity in an otherwise very busy life. As Taitan glows above the scene with a watchful eye - so you make time for yourself while keeping "one eye" on things going on around you to make sure you don't loose control while taking "your" time. This path is fine and you can manage just fine, but the question is ... is this what you really want? Will this really get you to your dream destination?
THE ENCHANTED FOREST: Low and behold Ms. wild and natural magic herself, The Green Woman (23), and her faithful leafy dog companion! *LOL*. They tempt you out of your comfort zone here. They encourage you to let go of the control and ride the tide. But should you dare? would you end up hoplessly lost in the forest if you did??? or would you find a magical surporise??? Remember, the Green Woman is fun, creative, mischevious, and full of wonder and natural magic. Get in touch with those aspects of yourself and bring them forward. This could result in subtle changes in your attitudes that could lead to a more natural balance in your life (or to chaos as you fear) ... are you willing to take the risk in an effort to reach your dream destination???
THE WINDING ROAD: Lys of the Shadows encourages you to take the plunge. Look at how she looks as though she has crossed a barrier. Also her solar plexus and the crown of her head are all lit up - and the light on the head actually looks sort of like a flame. She says to follow your heart not your steamy head *LOL* (by steamy she means from burn-out not that you are a hot head). Take a leap of faith.
What you might learn is that you don't hold the world together all on your own like you think you do, and have to
~hugs~
Jewel