darkbookworm13
I came upon this thread after feeling like the Faeries whacked me over the head numerous times in the past couple weeks. There is quite a bit of chaos and missing items in our home these days, and I finally realized it was because I hadn't even looked at or talked to the Faeries in ages.
We had moved cross country in September, and are staying with my family for now, and ever since we got here the house has been turned all crazy. Random items being misplaced, moved, lost, and otherwise messed with, it was driving my parents and myself a little crazy.
Last week my husband and I got to talking about the frustration I have been feeling with my personal beliefs and my path, I couldn't figure out what was missing. Just a nagging thought in my head (getting louder and louder) that I had forgotten something important. As we were talking I told him I felt like Chaos might be calling my name, since I am usually very uptight about things being out of control, more specifically, my control. (A virgo trait compounded by fear, I have discovered)... He laughed and said he already had told me that months ago, when I bought my FO deck.
I went to a local metaphysical shop to see if anything called to me, but I came away very disappointed, even though I had no clue what I was looking for. I tried tracing my steps back to all the different paths I had studied over the years, but still got nothing. Two days ago I saw the HoTF oracle at a book store, and the clue bat whacked me again. I really wanted to buy that deck, but a shout inside my head told me "Don't you dare! You haven't even made time for us, that deck doesn't belong to you!!"
So I put the deck back, and hurried home to bring out my FO deck. The first card I found when I started looking through them was Honesty. I got the message of not being honest with myself, and also a resounding yell about the neglect the Fae had suffered.
I have been carrying it around, after apologizing to the Fae for neglecting them. I haven't done any readings with the cards, just enjoying studying them when I get the chance (with a 1 month old and a 6 year old it is hard sometimes). The only problem now is that I can't find the journal I started using when I bought the deck this summer. Should I just start a new one?
Also the Fae got to see how others are storing their decks yesterday, and are very loudly telling me that the sage green crocheted pouch I made will not suffice anymore. Just need to go looking for fabric since I have none... Will let everyone know once they tell me what they want.
*waves* hello everyone from a newly recharged Faery addict. I hope to make some new friends and find people who don't look at me like I am crazy when I start talking about the Faeries...
We had moved cross country in September, and are staying with my family for now, and ever since we got here the house has been turned all crazy. Random items being misplaced, moved, lost, and otherwise messed with, it was driving my parents and myself a little crazy.
Last week my husband and I got to talking about the frustration I have been feeling with my personal beliefs and my path, I couldn't figure out what was missing. Just a nagging thought in my head (getting louder and louder) that I had forgotten something important. As we were talking I told him I felt like Chaos might be calling my name, since I am usually very uptight about things being out of control, more specifically, my control. (A virgo trait compounded by fear, I have discovered)... He laughed and said he already had told me that months ago, when I bought my FO deck.
I went to a local metaphysical shop to see if anything called to me, but I came away very disappointed, even though I had no clue what I was looking for. I tried tracing my steps back to all the different paths I had studied over the years, but still got nothing. Two days ago I saw the HoTF oracle at a book store, and the clue bat whacked me again. I really wanted to buy that deck, but a shout inside my head told me "Don't you dare! You haven't even made time for us, that deck doesn't belong to you!!"
So I put the deck back, and hurried home to bring out my FO deck. The first card I found when I started looking through them was Honesty. I got the message of not being honest with myself, and also a resounding yell about the neglect the Fae had suffered.
I have been carrying it around, after apologizing to the Fae for neglecting them. I haven't done any readings with the cards, just enjoying studying them when I get the chance (with a 1 month old and a 6 year old it is hard sometimes). The only problem now is that I can't find the journal I started using when I bought the deck this summer. Should I just start a new one?
Also the Fae got to see how others are storing their decks yesterday, and are very loudly telling me that the sage green crocheted pouch I made will not suffice anymore. Just need to go looking for fabric since I have none... Will let everyone know once they tell me what they want.
*waves* hello everyone from a newly recharged Faery addict. I hope to make some new friends and find people who don't look at me like I am crazy when I start talking about the Faeries...