Eider
Depressing subject maybe. I have been thinking about Fools journey and I wonder if Tarot readers also think reversed major arcana as a kind of another alternative of what happens when the Fool tries to grow as a person. I see a really sad story. I see something that has happened to many. I haven't been thinking much further and I haven't studied enough to claim I know anything but I keep seeing it like a journey of a traumatized young person trying to build his or her own life while carrying a huge burden of trauma.
I was a bit afraid of creating this thread because I am such a novice but I would really like to hear your thoughts. I tried to search something like this but couldn't find much. But anyway. To me the story seems to go roughly like this. I see a lot of variations I didn't mention. It's not so stiff. (I use the pronoun "he" as the Fool is usually male.)
At first the reversed Fool gets free but has no ability to see ahead. He has no clue. At first he seems to meet people with great power but gets manipulated and taken advantage of. Then he realizes he is not in control and doesn't know what to do to gain that control. Maybe he has just tried to manage his own life himself but it gets too hard. Maybe his trauma was always in control. He is lost. He has failed too many times. He doesn't achieve anything. He gets depressed, looses hope, feels isolated. Then he starts seeing himself as a martyr, he starts to hate, looses all balance and tries to medicate his wounded soul with alcohol or other addictive things (there are many variations). He tries to forget his loneliness and all that trauma he has but knows it doesn't really help. Everything continues to collapse, all hope gets lost and there is a major break down. He goes into madness. If he survives that he starts maybe get better, he maybe gets help but his fear of his past and what he has done doesn't let him accept himself. If he finally finds peace it's incomplete and unbalanced.
How do you see it? I think there is a way out and there is hope. But there is a chance to go into a hellish cycle that has no end. This reversed major arcana story can repeat itself.
Is there even a reversed major arcana journey?
I was a bit afraid of creating this thread because I am such a novice but I would really like to hear your thoughts. I tried to search something like this but couldn't find much. But anyway. To me the story seems to go roughly like this. I see a lot of variations I didn't mention. It's not so stiff. (I use the pronoun "he" as the Fool is usually male.)
At first the reversed Fool gets free but has no ability to see ahead. He has no clue. At first he seems to meet people with great power but gets manipulated and taken advantage of. Then he realizes he is not in control and doesn't know what to do to gain that control. Maybe he has just tried to manage his own life himself but it gets too hard. Maybe his trauma was always in control. He is lost. He has failed too many times. He doesn't achieve anything. He gets depressed, looses hope, feels isolated. Then he starts seeing himself as a martyr, he starts to hate, looses all balance and tries to medicate his wounded soul with alcohol or other addictive things (there are many variations). He tries to forget his loneliness and all that trauma he has but knows it doesn't really help. Everything continues to collapse, all hope gets lost and there is a major break down. He goes into madness. If he survives that he starts maybe get better, he maybe gets help but his fear of his past and what he has done doesn't let him accept himself. If he finally finds peace it's incomplete and unbalanced.
How do you see it? I think there is a way out and there is hope. But there is a chance to go into a hellish cycle that has no end. This reversed major arcana story can repeat itself.
Is there even a reversed major arcana journey?