Hey, don't worry about it. As you probably noticed I'm off and busy with stuff too
Ah, I see you've tried the PP method
See, in that one black doesn't always equal negative. Like the 5 and 10
, they're neutral, they just signify a specific area of interest. In this system, what could "officialities" and "agreements" mean in relation to emotional life? I see this as marriage articles being signed, the official documents that go with loving someone. The 2 could mean that the querent hoped it wouldn't come to this, maybe they feel cheated and hurt by the un-trustfulness of their partner?
If we take it with the Hedgewytch method, it really is a tough situation, but not too much if you're not afraid of getting your hands dirty. Body, exchange, end, all concerning work/plans. If it was "Why do I feel this way", I'd say it's because the querent had specific, solid (the "body") plans made for this situation, not just some daydreams, but pretty reasonable (yet optimistic) expectations, and now it turns out that because of another person (exchange, the other side), the future doesn't look all that bright, it looks as if they'll have to give up their hopeful plans and take into consideration that this whole thing might even come to an end.