Reverie
R and I had quite a heated argument earlier today. It started from something insensitive he said to me that set off my jealousy. I regret some of the things I said, they were hurtful and they hurt him. I didn't manage the situation well, but he was so insensitive earlier. Anyway, this lead to quite a 'deep' conversation this evening. He said he felt down, that he can't handle the stress in our relationship, he sees it as a "teenage situation" and it takes a toll on his health. Then he said something that really shocked me, he said he had a very strong feeling that something bad was going to happen to him soon. And I just don't know how to take it. Does he really feel it, or is this a way for him to show me something, a way of getting a point across? Regardless, I'm just really worried that he would say something like he did. Also had a reading from someone else a few months ago that saw a "bad news" card as the outcome for the relationship, the page of swords RX.
What should I know about what R told me earlier today?
Universal Waite
The Moon Knight of wands 8 of cups
Base card: 3 of cups
The moon shows wild emotions, and things not being the way they seem. This card can also indicate deception. I think he is the knight of wands, and he's leaping straight into the moon. I think the moon is quite different from the high priestess. If it were intuition, wouldn't you expect the high priestess to come up? I think there is danger around him, and this is why he feels the way he does. I think the danger is indicated by the moon, the howling wolves and the scorpion imagery. Did I mention he is scorpio? Why is he leaping into the moon? There are conflicting cards, and I wonder why. As an overarching direction the conversation was going in, I felt he was saying that, or suggesting that we stop seeing one another. Or it was an invitation from him, for me to end it. He didn't end it, ultimately, and neither did I. But I wonder if the 8 of cups is perhaps indicative of this desire to leave the relationship. It can also indicate a spiritual search, a time of uncertainty, taking a journey - he doesn't know where. I don't know about the 3 of cups as base. I wonder if I can tie this back to my jealousy over a certain woman that was in his life in the past few months, whom supposedly isn't any longer. I think he wants harmony - he doesn't want me to be jealous, he sees it as selfishness, I think the 3 of cups may indicate his desire to have me be in harmony amongst other women, rather than against him.
Please let me know your thoughts!
What should I know about what R told me earlier today?
Universal Waite
The Moon Knight of wands 8 of cups
Base card: 3 of cups
The moon shows wild emotions, and things not being the way they seem. This card can also indicate deception. I think he is the knight of wands, and he's leaping straight into the moon. I think the moon is quite different from the high priestess. If it were intuition, wouldn't you expect the high priestess to come up? I think there is danger around him, and this is why he feels the way he does. I think the danger is indicated by the moon, the howling wolves and the scorpion imagery. Did I mention he is scorpio? Why is he leaping into the moon? There are conflicting cards, and I wonder why. As an overarching direction the conversation was going in, I felt he was saying that, or suggesting that we stop seeing one another. Or it was an invitation from him, for me to end it. He didn't end it, ultimately, and neither did I. But I wonder if the 8 of cups is perhaps indicative of this desire to leave the relationship. It can also indicate a spiritual search, a time of uncertainty, taking a journey - he doesn't know where. I don't know about the 3 of cups as base. I wonder if I can tie this back to my jealousy over a certain woman that was in his life in the past few months, whom supposedly isn't any longer. I think he wants harmony - he doesn't want me to be jealous, he sees it as selfishness, I think the 3 of cups may indicate his desire to have me be in harmony amongst other women, rather than against him.
Please let me know your thoughts!
