Babymaker
Hi everyone,
My last tarot reading has influenced me to try to understand my natal chart better. I seem to attract negative qualities of Leo ppl. Throughout my life I have always had this. Time and time again I will find im in a situation where a strong leo type of person will try hard to get my attention (even courtship) and then as soon as I give it to them, even after months of trying, they laugh in my face, do a polar opposite and start to ignore me and disrespect me. Im really disappointed in this behaviour and think it is disrespectful. I believe it is because of my weak sun. It is in the 12th house and in fall in libra. And seeing as though sun is ruled by leo I can see the connection.
My question is, should I just ignore these ppl? Part of my libra personality wants to get along with them but my sun is rather selfless and naïve and im exposed to being made fun of by these leo types. They take advantage of my kindness and naivety and then make fun of me. And I find that I tend to meet them when t Saturn is aspecting my sun. They obviously don't respect a weak sun and I think that's why they do it. Yet, the problem is I find them very attractive and it hurts that they are so awful to me. Should I just accept this and ignore them? Or is there something more to learn in the chart? I was thinking these leos are here to teach me to strengthen my sun.
http://www.astro.com/tmpd/cxdyfileBQFzBS-u1386408996/astro_2gw_01_babymaker.43189.343.gif
And this is a synastry chart with a guy who was really mean to me after he won his courtship with me.
http://www.astro.com/tmpd/cxdyfileBQFzBS-u1386408996/astro_61gw_01_17_babymaker_o.44992.804.gif
My last tarot reading has influenced me to try to understand my natal chart better. I seem to attract negative qualities of Leo ppl. Throughout my life I have always had this. Time and time again I will find im in a situation where a strong leo type of person will try hard to get my attention (even courtship) and then as soon as I give it to them, even after months of trying, they laugh in my face, do a polar opposite and start to ignore me and disrespect me. Im really disappointed in this behaviour and think it is disrespectful. I believe it is because of my weak sun. It is in the 12th house and in fall in libra. And seeing as though sun is ruled by leo I can see the connection.
My question is, should I just ignore these ppl? Part of my libra personality wants to get along with them but my sun is rather selfless and naïve and im exposed to being made fun of by these leo types. They take advantage of my kindness and naivety and then make fun of me. And I find that I tend to meet them when t Saturn is aspecting my sun. They obviously don't respect a weak sun and I think that's why they do it. Yet, the problem is I find them very attractive and it hurts that they are so awful to me. Should I just accept this and ignore them? Or is there something more to learn in the chart? I was thinking these leos are here to teach me to strengthen my sun.
http://www.astro.com/tmpd/cxdyfileBQFzBS-u1386408996/astro_2gw_01_babymaker.43189.343.gif
And this is a synastry chart with a guy who was really mean to me after he won his courtship with me.
http://www.astro.com/tmpd/cxdyfileBQFzBS-u1386408996/astro_61gw_01_17_babymaker_o.44992.804.gif