Kreative-Dragon
http://www.tarotforum.net/showthread.php?t=158085 <--- this is the spread, check it out. And no, I did not do this reading on a rooftop XP I'm actually at school, parked in a corner on the floor. Although when it stops raining, I think it would be so cool to do Tarot on the roof.
1. THE STAR: this reminded me of that one joke "I'm an agnostic dyslexic insomniac. I lay awake all night wondering if there really is a dog". This card fits... a lot. I cannot tell you how many times I've laid awake, cried myself to sleep, and basically wasted away the hours wondering if I'm ever going to get 'better', if I'm ever going to be 'normal', if there is even a reason for hope. So I can see where this fits.
2. ACE OF CUPS: the thing that I... hate the most about myself, regret the most, is the fact that I do nothing with myself. I have no social life, I don't do any clubs, I rarely do any of my passions (read, Flute, Guitar, Writing, art), I simply sit on the computer, drifting from Facebook, to Youtube, to here. I have always been told I have so much potential... so where the hell is it?
3. THE EMPRESS: The first thing that came to mind is my mother. If I could express in words what she means to me, I would...but everything seems cliche and wrong. She mean so freaking much to me. But also... the Empress is about being caring, and being a mother, and the happiest moments in my life were when I was helping others. On the ranch, in the classroom, at church. Hell, I will seek out people that need a shoulder to cry on, just so that I can give them that support. Maybe it's because I wanted it so freaking bad once. BUT ANYWAY, I can see where this card would play in... glad it came up.
4. REVERSED TOWER: As weird as it sounds... I like the tower. And the Hanged Man, and 9 of swords. They just grab me. But I digress. The Tower... my final mark on the world, in a way. I've been reading up on reversed Taower, and can't seem to get a straight answer. Best answer I can come up with is actually from a song "Her prince finally came to save her and the rest you can figure out But it was a trick And the clock struck twelve Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick or the wolf's gonna blow it down keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds Well go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle"
Yes long... but that's all I've got right now
Deck used: Shadowscape Tarot... I think my Dragon Tarot is mad at me
1. THE STAR: this reminded me of that one joke "I'm an agnostic dyslexic insomniac. I lay awake all night wondering if there really is a dog". This card fits... a lot. I cannot tell you how many times I've laid awake, cried myself to sleep, and basically wasted away the hours wondering if I'm ever going to get 'better', if I'm ever going to be 'normal', if there is even a reason for hope. So I can see where this fits.
2. ACE OF CUPS: the thing that I... hate the most about myself, regret the most, is the fact that I do nothing with myself. I have no social life, I don't do any clubs, I rarely do any of my passions (read, Flute, Guitar, Writing, art), I simply sit on the computer, drifting from Facebook, to Youtube, to here. I have always been told I have so much potential... so where the hell is it?
3. THE EMPRESS: The first thing that came to mind is my mother. If I could express in words what she means to me, I would...but everything seems cliche and wrong. She mean so freaking much to me. But also... the Empress is about being caring, and being a mother, and the happiest moments in my life were when I was helping others. On the ranch, in the classroom, at church. Hell, I will seek out people that need a shoulder to cry on, just so that I can give them that support. Maybe it's because I wanted it so freaking bad once. BUT ANYWAY, I can see where this card would play in... glad it came up.
4. REVERSED TOWER: As weird as it sounds... I like the tower. And the Hanged Man, and 9 of swords. They just grab me. But I digress. The Tower... my final mark on the world, in a way. I've been reading up on reversed Taower, and can't seem to get a straight answer. Best answer I can come up with is actually from a song "Her prince finally came to save her and the rest you can figure out But it was a trick And the clock struck twelve Well make sure to build your home brick by boring brick or the wolf's gonna blow it down keep your feet on the ground when your head's in the clouds Well go get your shovel And we'll dig a deep hole To bury the castle, bury the castle"
Yes long... but that's all I've got right now
Deck used: Shadowscape Tarot... I think my Dragon Tarot is mad at me