my big story
My situation was no much a 'disapproval' thing, but more a 'lack of respect' thing. My first (and ex-) boyfriend was a skeptical person...an atheist, also. He liked to question everything. So when i came with my mystical mind, my tarot decks, my sorta pagan beliefs...well...let's say he had to love someone whose the beliefs he could not, deep inside, respect. I loved him, and it took me a while to recognized he had this...problem...of thinking that people who believed in mysticism were, you know, somewhat inferior or not bright enough. Had not been enlightened by the sun of the science and the psychology and yadda yadda.
But he didn't criticize me or anything. He turned a blind eye and we would discuss things that interested both of us. Then it started.
First, he started questioning my spirituality - how could i believe in such things, because he once had been a big god believer, but when god didn't help, he realized something was wrong etc. Okay, i tried to explain, but hey, you can never really argument with an skeptic - they are always right, because spirituality is not always something you can prove.
Then, astrology. I've been raised by a mother who taught me astrology since i was a kid. It's not that i think i know everything about you when you tell me you are a Gemini or a Pisces...it's just i can't help but make some connections. It's authomatic to me, but he didn't understand that. So when i said, JOKING PLEASE, that he was a 'typical Gemini man'...the guy would snap: 'Shup up, you are trying to make me fit a little book description, is that so? I'm much more complez than this astrology bullshit, don't ever call me that again etc etc.'
The first time he did it i was completelly nonplused...i never though someone would be so offended because their sun sign was mentioned. Later on, i would use it to provoke him (yes, i'm evil too
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Then, one day, he decided to question my tarot beliefs. In other words, to prove it was nonsense. Oh you will NOT, i thought. He could say whatever he wanted about astrology, spirituality, and whatever, but not tarot. Before he even started, i stared straight into his eyes and very seriously told him: "Don't you DARE to criticize tarot. Don't you dare. Because you don't know what is it about. You never saw me reading, never read a book, barely looked through a deck. You DON'T KNOW tarot, so YOU shut up, because YOU are going to say s**t about something you have ZERO knowledge about! Just assume, you are completely ignorant when it comes to tarot, and you'll just share a big load of ignorant, preconceived ideas and i know you'd hate to make such a fool of youself!"
He looked at me in awe, nodded, and never tried tried to bring the subject again. He even got a bit curious, although like other say here, he simply loathed the idea that i would do a reading for him behind his back.
I never did. He didn't deserve that.
My current boyfriend...second one
....is MUCH nicer when it comes to tarot. Because he's curious just about everything...there's nothing he doesn't want to learn or understand. And he likes tarot...so in his birthday, i gave him an Original RWS...his first tarot deck. He says he wants me to teach him what i can....if feels so great to share tarot (which means a lot to me), with a personal so special like him
Don't give up! But don't let anyone threaten, humiliate or offend you because of tarot. It's you belief, if the other cannot respect, then he probably cannot respect to you too. Why would you want a relationship without respect?
~Marina