Satori
I am quite a melting pot of nationalities. My Dad is Polish, 100%. His Dad was Polish and went back to Poland to find an old world woman. They married, had my Dad, lived in Poland for six years and moved back here where they raised a pack of kids.
My Mom, she is French Canadian, Finnish, English. I lived in Finland for a year and studied music and it was nice meeting my Finnish relatives, and yes I carry the genes that prove I'm part Finnish, but I don't identify with the culture as mine. I'm American. I feel the same way about my Polish identity, and perhaps people think that is sad. That I'm Polish and yet I know almost nothing about what that means....to feel the Polish heritage as it is practiced in Poland. I do know what it means to be made fun of and called a Polack, stupid, slow...oh wow I might be African since someone commented they are called by the same lovely names.
If I were to suddenly find out, as we suspect, that part of my French Canadian heritage had Native American bloodlines would that mean I was Native American and could adopt that culture? I suppose I could try, but I wouldn't ever really have the cultural immersion that would really make it mine. But I might have the genes, so maybe they'd find room for me. I'm proud of my international heritage, but I'm American. Wait....is my country my culture? Is my country my entire heritage? I'm English too, that means I can adopt the entire mythology of England, God Save the Queen!
So now what about adoption? Didn't Native Americans adopt whites into their tribes? Didn't they intermarry between tribes and didn't they adopt people who they loved into their tribes-regardless of skin color, people who were able to share their culture and their ways, people who were able to learn their traditions and practiced them?
So let's see. I'm white. No one will know I'm French Canadian and might have Native blood, I better get a sign or a button to let people know that my Native Tarot decks are my way of trying to learn about what I think I can claim, and yes my Celtic decks are ok, we might have some Irish in there too, one of my great great grandmas was Irish but my Grandma didn't like the Irish part so she never claimed it.....but I can, goody! OK, so the Arthurian decks are ok for me, the Native decks still a grey area, the Marseille well FRENCH canadian right? Ok Marseille is ok for me....are there Polish decks??? I have the Kalevala Tarot so that is ok for me to use seeing as I am Finnish...I think I'm good. I can use all the major systems safely without upsetting anyone I think. But how will they know I'm ok? That I'm ONE of the people with the right genes to use those decks and to practice that spirituality because after all I'm just trying to reconnect with my roots....
My Mom, she is French Canadian, Finnish, English. I lived in Finland for a year and studied music and it was nice meeting my Finnish relatives, and yes I carry the genes that prove I'm part Finnish, but I don't identify with the culture as mine. I'm American. I feel the same way about my Polish identity, and perhaps people think that is sad. That I'm Polish and yet I know almost nothing about what that means....to feel the Polish heritage as it is practiced in Poland. I do know what it means to be made fun of and called a Polack, stupid, slow...oh wow I might be African since someone commented they are called by the same lovely names.
If I were to suddenly find out, as we suspect, that part of my French Canadian heritage had Native American bloodlines would that mean I was Native American and could adopt that culture? I suppose I could try, but I wouldn't ever really have the cultural immersion that would really make it mine. But I might have the genes, so maybe they'd find room for me. I'm proud of my international heritage, but I'm American. Wait....is my country my culture? Is my country my entire heritage? I'm English too, that means I can adopt the entire mythology of England, God Save the Queen!
So now what about adoption? Didn't Native Americans adopt whites into their tribes? Didn't they intermarry between tribes and didn't they adopt people who they loved into their tribes-regardless of skin color, people who were able to share their culture and their ways, people who were able to learn their traditions and practiced them?
So let's see. I'm white. No one will know I'm French Canadian and might have Native blood, I better get a sign or a button to let people know that my Native Tarot decks are my way of trying to learn about what I think I can claim, and yes my Celtic decks are ok, we might have some Irish in there too, one of my great great grandmas was Irish but my Grandma didn't like the Irish part so she never claimed it.....but I can, goody! OK, so the Arthurian decks are ok for me, the Native decks still a grey area, the Marseille well FRENCH canadian right? Ok Marseille is ok for me....are there Polish decks??? I have the Kalevala Tarot so that is ok for me to use seeing as I am Finnish...I think I'm good. I can use all the major systems safely without upsetting anyone I think. But how will they know I'm ok? That I'm ONE of the people with the right genes to use those decks and to practice that spirituality because after all I'm just trying to reconnect with my roots....