Winterleaf
Hello everyone =) I'm fairly new to Tarot reading. I've had two decks for about three-four years, but I use them sparingly and off-and-on, so I still call myself a newbie.
I'm having strange side-effects from reading my tarot (I can't really think of another word besides 'side-effects'). During a reading (reading myself, I barely ever read for other people), I sometimes get extremely tired and exhausted, like I'm suddenly stricken with mono. And either I have to stop recording my insights into my journal, or I have to stop the reading altogether (that rarely occurs, however). Sometimes the exhaustion happens after I do a reading, and I end up dozing off sitting up. This usually happens after a long spread, such as the Celtic Cross.
The same thing happens when I record Tarot Spreads. Either I get really sleepy or, like just now, I feel suddenly extremely hot, as if I was burning, almost feverish.
From years of belief, I know that there is no such thing as coincidence, but I'm also a logical person. Is this just some subconscious conflict I must overcome? Or just something I'm making up, inventing, out of... maybe... excitement?
Does anyone else feel this way?
EDIT!!: And it's not boredom xD I only just thought of that explanation after reading the post. I feel drained, as opposed to... simply tired.
I'm having strange side-effects from reading my tarot (I can't really think of another word besides 'side-effects'). During a reading (reading myself, I barely ever read for other people), I sometimes get extremely tired and exhausted, like I'm suddenly stricken with mono. And either I have to stop recording my insights into my journal, or I have to stop the reading altogether (that rarely occurs, however). Sometimes the exhaustion happens after I do a reading, and I end up dozing off sitting up. This usually happens after a long spread, such as the Celtic Cross.
The same thing happens when I record Tarot Spreads. Either I get really sleepy or, like just now, I feel suddenly extremely hot, as if I was burning, almost feverish.
From years of belief, I know that there is no such thing as coincidence, but I'm also a logical person. Is this just some subconscious conflict I must overcome? Or just something I'm making up, inventing, out of... maybe... excitement?
Does anyone else feel this way?
EDIT!!: And it's not boredom xD I only just thought of that explanation after reading the post. I feel drained, as opposed to... simply tired.