Fostha
Exactly,you shouldnt even question the attainability of what it is you want.if you know,and you're 100% certain,and its for your greater good,put your trust in,and you'll get it,but you've got to want it enough,slightest doubt,whether consciously/unconsciously,and it just aint gonna happen.You need to acknowledge that we create reality with our thoughts,and many of our unconscious thoughts can grow,like weeds,but,with clearly formulated constructive thoughts,we can produce a rose garden.