Meemai
I wonder what this is.
I might be a bit blunt I don't really like to do this, but let's put everything together.
1 you made a topic recently about having no more passion with tarot did you fix or was this still a problem?
2 you have a dark feeling with tarot, where does it stem from? I had some problems myself with sword cards and the strength card now that is over they learned me what it was. Why do you think you get this dark feeling?
I do not think the cards are at fault nor is your religion but your viewpoint of the cards might be wrong, you might still be thinking about dark occult sects and maybe cards like the devil that scare you, while you must understand this devil is not the devil as christians know it. You might say you already know this, that would be nice. Because use your knowledge.
If you do watch the cards rightly and there is a dark feeling you must either have convinced yourself that this is a feeling God is giving, but in the end do you feel God when he is with you or do you trust he is with you and does that trust feel good?
Maybe your doubting yourself or thinking God will leave you over this, if this is true you need to figure out you relationship with God, but then again God is not someone that you can textmessage.
But you need to narrow down where it comes from. This is just to much information at all. So I would like to know what it really is or where it comes from, I mean you say you do not want to give up these things and you don't want to give up God either.
At that point it is up to you to make it work, when someone is a vegatarian and does not eat meat he gets a lot of bullshit on him at barbeques etc, but he has to pull trough. Your taking a path of more resistance but narrow down where the bad feelings are.
I end it here else I will keep rambling on the same thing. Also I always find it funny how many fellow christians keep on, on praying etc. I see a lot of people with no faith at all and they face the same terrors no one prays for them and they come back on they're feet. I think a great deal of people trick themselves in thinking they are attacked, by something spectral. In fact we all feel the same terrors, and there are those with real attacks that happen in they're sleep I do not know what it is called sleep terror or something it's quite gruesome.
Aah night-terror it is: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Night_terror the mind is capable of that, someone having such a thing in 1500 would have been told he was haunted by a demon but no praying is going to cure that unless it's a miracle.
I might be a bit blunt I don't really like to do this, but let's put everything together.
1 you made a topic recently about having no more passion with tarot did you fix or was this still a problem?
2 you have a dark feeling with tarot, where does it stem from? I had some problems myself with sword cards and the strength card now that is over they learned me what it was. Why do you think you get this dark feeling?
I do not think the cards are at fault nor is your religion but your viewpoint of the cards might be wrong, you might still be thinking about dark occult sects and maybe cards like the devil that scare you, while you must understand this devil is not the devil as christians know it. You might say you already know this, that would be nice. Because use your knowledge.
If you do watch the cards rightly and there is a dark feeling you must either have convinced yourself that this is a feeling God is giving, but in the end do you feel God when he is with you or do you trust he is with you and does that trust feel good?
Maybe your doubting yourself or thinking God will leave you over this, if this is true you need to figure out you relationship with God, but then again God is not someone that you can textmessage.
But you need to narrow down where it comes from. This is just to much information at all. So I would like to know what it really is or where it comes from, I mean you say you do not want to give up these things and you don't want to give up God either.
At that point it is up to you to make it work, when someone is a vegatarian and does not eat meat he gets a lot of bullshit on him at barbeques etc, but he has to pull trough. Your taking a path of more resistance but narrow down where the bad feelings are.
I end it here else I will keep rambling on the same thing. Also I always find it funny how many fellow christians keep on, on praying etc. I see a lot of people with no faith at all and they face the same terrors no one prays for them and they come back on they're feet. I think a great deal of people trick themselves in thinking they are attacked, by something spectral. In fact we all feel the same terrors, and there are those with real attacks that happen in they're sleep I do not know what it is called sleep terror or something it's quite gruesome.
Aah night-terror it is: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Night_terror the mind is capable of that, someone having such a thing in 1500 would have been told he was haunted by a demon but no praying is going to cure that unless it's a miracle.
