Asbestos Mango
OK, I've got two decks that I've ordered and not received yet- the Tarot of the Saints and the Quantum Tarot.
I ordered the Saints deck as my re-entry deck. I'm a Christian, had religious objections (which I've gotten over) and wanted an explicitly Christian-themed deck. I saw some images, liked the artwork (except for the Lover's card), and ordered it. I had planned to use it as a personal deck, to read for myself and nobody else with.
Then yesterday, for some reason, I found myself developing a dislike for the deck. Not sure why. I have an anxiety disorder and I was feeling pretty bad yesterday (well, anxiety and lack of sleep, I've been having a bout of insomnia lately), plus I'm feeling a bit impatient, it has taken longer than what I consider reasonable for the deck to be delivered. Also, what with yesterday being Halloween, I thought it would be cool if the cards showed up and I could do my first reading with the Tarot of the Saints on All Saints Day. The negative feelings about the deck started coming on as I gave up hope for the UPS guy to knock on my door and hand me a box...
so I just chalked it up to just feeling bad, and the cards just becoming a focus for the feelings of badness.
The more I look, the more off-putting I find the art. Even cards I had thought were especially cool (St. Michael/Justice) are starting to turn me off.
I'm hoping that when I finally get the deck, and have it in my hands, maybe do a few readings, I'll bond with it.
*sigh*
I should have gone with my first instinct and gotten a pocket RWS.
I ordered the Saints deck as my re-entry deck. I'm a Christian, had religious objections (which I've gotten over) and wanted an explicitly Christian-themed deck. I saw some images, liked the artwork (except for the Lover's card), and ordered it. I had planned to use it as a personal deck, to read for myself and nobody else with.
Then yesterday, for some reason, I found myself developing a dislike for the deck. Not sure why. I have an anxiety disorder and I was feeling pretty bad yesterday (well, anxiety and lack of sleep, I've been having a bout of insomnia lately), plus I'm feeling a bit impatient, it has taken longer than what I consider reasonable for the deck to be delivered. Also, what with yesterday being Halloween, I thought it would be cool if the cards showed up and I could do my first reading with the Tarot of the Saints on All Saints Day. The negative feelings about the deck started coming on as I gave up hope for the UPS guy to knock on my door and hand me a box...
so I just chalked it up to just feeling bad, and the cards just becoming a focus for the feelings of badness.
The more I look, the more off-putting I find the art. Even cards I had thought were especially cool (St. Michael/Justice) are starting to turn me off.
I'm hoping that when I finally get the deck, and have it in my hands, maybe do a few readings, I'll bond with it.
*sigh*
I should have gone with my first instinct and gotten a pocket RWS.