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I have been stalked by this card for a good six months and cannot get a straight answer as to what it means to my life. There are no people in my life it can apply to. I thought it was about my ex but it's occurring in daily reads that have nothing to with my LL and keeps occurring in reads about my now (old) work, so I thought it could possibly be my employer. But now that I've quit the card still keeps turning up in my daily reads. I have no idea what the hell this card could mean. I draw another card to ask what aspect of my life does it relate to and get three of pentacles which is about a job I no longer have. It turns up in both love readings (I'm single and have not dated anyone in 5yrs) and also in work related readings. It often occurs in the position of things I need to leave behind. But there is just nothing left in my life to leave behind now.
It's also often clarified with seven of swords, the card of futility. Yes I do feel my job is an exercise in futility and I do feel like my love life is a wasteland best forgotten about. Both totally futile situations.
As a general concept in life I have no idea. I have adrenal burnout if that helps but am otherwise very healthy. It's not about my sex drive, I have none. I absolutely hate the fire suit I have to say. It's just full of very difficult situations that I abhor. None of that energy is stable and it seems to be useless to life as well. If it helps I'm a water sign. I don't have any creative projects on the go right now, I'm just trying to catch up on sleep for the next few months and find some stability in my life.
So my guesses, which have now proven to be false are...ex bf. No, it's not about him as far as I can tell. My employer, no it's not about that either.
It's also often clarified with seven of swords, the card of futility. Yes I do feel my job is an exercise in futility and I do feel like my love life is a wasteland best forgotten about. Both totally futile situations.
As a general concept in life I have no idea. I have adrenal burnout if that helps but am otherwise very healthy. It's not about my sex drive, I have none. I absolutely hate the fire suit I have to say. It's just full of very difficult situations that I abhor. None of that energy is stable and it seems to be useless to life as well. If it helps I'm a water sign. I don't have any creative projects on the go right now, I'm just trying to catch up on sleep for the next few months and find some stability in my life.
So my guesses, which have now proven to be false are...ex bf. No, it's not about him as far as I can tell. My employer, no it's not about that either.