Omg,omg,omg
Ok I finally did this spread after a few days of having it niggle in the back of my brain
Its weird lately, I've beeen pulled to use a different deck rather than my first love of the Herbal Tarot deck. Is that normal? Anyway I used the Baroque Bohemian Cats Tarot for this spread and at first I didn't think it worked very well... but how wrong I was! lol
1A: Knight of Wands-
I focused mainly on the female cat looking adoreingly at the Knight cat, the golden wand of the Knight shineing brightly, and the Earths outdoor natural surroundings.
I'm evidentally a real charmer, have a magnetically atttractive personality, and suffer from recklessness, rushing in/foward with a "just do it" attitude
1B:The Chariot-
Focused on lots of lavish gold surroundings on card, royally well off in looks.
I seem to have mental control, willpower and absolute focus. Triumph in conflicts. at times I wish to be in total control/power and have things my own way. I don't like giving up control. LOL very true
But I do have total determination in what I do.
2- The Lovers-
Focused on the adorable, put together female cat. Who is with someone in a relationship romanticaly from the looks.
I seem to have sheer passion, faithfulness and commitment. With a great love and desire.
3: 9 of Swords-
Focused on falling human trying to fly and failing. Skeptical grey cat with sword, standing on gaurd. Waiting a batttle.
I had anxieties, nightmarish thoughts. feelings of despair, often about my loved ones. Saw the worst in situations. Had great dissapoinment in most situations. I self blamed and victimized myself with my thoughts.
4: 8 of Swords-
Focused on Female cat all tied up, captured. Looking very sad, alone and surrounded by darkness. Imprisoned within herself.
I would seem to be trapped mentally and or physically. Being controlled by circumstances. Blameing everything around me and refusing to open my eyes and help myself to see my true situations.
5: Reversed Hermit-
Focused on a small humble light, showing of way/path.
Learning. My deliberate interaction with the world. Gaining immense wisdom as time continues to pass by. Thinking more slowly and rushing to take more knowledge in.
Having the light grow brighter and in strength to shine. That def is me!